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CNY..

2010-02-12T23:22:00.002+08:00

heys... its been super duper long time since i last updated.. Chinese New Year is coming, the favourite time for all kids as they get money.. Long rest for me as company will be closed for the whole one week.. Good time to rest.. but maybe will go back to help colleague if he needs help.. haha.. wondering how he's going to finish all the samples for KL exhibition in March.. Need to pass my second attempt at driving test as i failed the first one in Jan.. The upcoming one is in April.. hopefully pass then can maybe drive company car/van.. hahas. then won't have to squeeze in the bus.. but if i have the means, might get a car..haha.. see how things go ba..

well, thats all for now.. Ciao..

Banquet Of Honour

2009-11-15T17:14:00.002+08:00

Been a super long time since i updated.. So here i am for one..

Friday was a great evening for me.. Went to serve at Banquet of Honour for Bangladeshi workers. Wonderful and great experience.. Both the servers and the being served enjoyed themselves. Wanted to take pictures but did not have a camera.. and besides the table i was appointed to serve was at the end.. far from the stage.. Supposedly to have 10 guests per table but mine had only 4.. So ended up the 4 at my table ate alot.. Thankfully i was not the only one at my table. Each table had 2 servers so i was with my cell mate-Krystle.. Anyway, overall, we both had fun and realy enjoyed ourselves..

Company trip to Genting is coming.. Its in 2 weeks time... Departing Singapore on 27th Nov 6.45 coach.. gonna be there for 3days 2nights. By the time we reach will already be afternoon.. So theme park will have to wait till Day2.. Actually i'm going for the themepark.. gonna take all the rides possible.. Well, shall take loads of pictures and upload to facebook..

Shall update as frequent as i can..Because can't access internet using office PC.. so can only wait till i'm home.. But whenever i reach home, i'll be tired to turn on the computer to update, but i'll try!!

Thats all for now..Ciao!

Visit to dental clinic!!

2009-09-26T10:47:00.002+08:00

Its been ages since i visited the dentist and i finally went today.... dentist said i have 3 holes in my teeth.. so he filled one today.. and have to go back next week for the other 1 or 2.. the one filled today is a very big hole.. it already reached the nerve and the dentist said he put medicine and fill for me.. but its gonna hurt few months later... so at that time, its either i remove the tooth or do a root canal.. now considering lor. then the other hole have to fill asap or its gonna reach the nerve too.. and it cost me $120.. well.. what to do..its a lesson learnt. visit the dentist every 6 months..well, dont wanna spill much..

Updates!!

2009-09-17T11:07:00.002+08:00

been super long since i updated.. so now here for a little update.. gonna be busy for the next few weeks.. cos gonna have a big project coming in.. 22K pieces..

went paintball few weeks back and it was fun.. gonna go again if i have the time..

this will just be a short update as i'm doing it in the office. dun wanna get caught.. so will update more when i'm back home.. got driving tonight.. so will update after that.. :)

thats all for now..

2009-08-30T14:47:00.002+08:00

been super long since i last updated.. having a tight schedule at work recently..

i've been missing cell for too many times.. have to take the time out no matter how busy i am on friday.. i inda miss my NDP group.. can we meet up sometime?? for a movie or something??

meeting up a bunch of them next sunday.. paintball.. gonna have to miss service but i'll be attending the one on Saturday night at TCT.. think i'm addicted to this game on facebook.. Its called Roller Coaster Kingdom.. can be on it for a whole day.. haha.. quite a fun game

CRAYONS!!! i really miss u guys.. we shall meet up one day, after all ur exams.. how bout that?going out in few hours for dinner..

Today's sermon was great..Be fishers of men!! well, shall try to update as often as i can.. that is if work permits.. I wanna go to SMUDGE Store one day.. hoping i can get my greedy genius shoes, and if possible, a shirt from Wave Two..

NDP 2009!!

2009-08-10T13:36:00.002+08:00

NDP's over..it was great last night.. really enjoyed myself.. haha..reached home at 4am.. photos are up on my facebook.. the most i have taken since NDP started..
this was a really memorable journey.. loved my group man.. next saturday's appreciation tea.. i might be getting something for them.. thought of getting carebear keychains but its too expensive.. way over my budget. so maybe just something simple..

well, no words can explain my feelings last night so i shall not spill much.. Only one word-ZAI..
best ndp ever man..i'm gonna miss u guys so much.. but we'll meet up.. okay??

NDP Preview!

2009-08-02T20:48:00.003+08:00

NDP Preview was great...Though atmosphere was not as high when we had the P5 kids, its was still a rewarding experience.. Perhaps we did not speak to our audiences enough.. Besides where we are motivating is our stage.. We, being motivators, are the extension of the emcees.. Did not regret joining NDP this year.. Loved it .. Definitely gonna miss the saturdays spent at NDP..Saturdays are surely gonna be boring for many of us once NDP is officially over.. Hopefully joining again next yr..

Pictures are up at my facebook.. Too many to upload here.. At least i managed to take pictures at NDP this yr, for most of the trainings.. cos i didn't own a camera until near ndp last yr.. so thats why didn't take much last yr.. but thank God that i did this yr..

Went to my nephew's full month today.. cute baby..

Driving lesson today was great.. Learnt parallel parking at last.. like finally.. but not fully.. like halfway.. gonna book my test date after i completely finish learning parking..

2009-07-20T22:21:00.003+08:00

here for a little update.. Photos of my BBQ and NDP NE3 are up on my facebook... Do drop by and take a look if you want..

I'm sick!! Down with sorethroat.. dunno if i will lose my voice, so now trying not to talk as much.. hopefully will get well before NE3... then can take more pictures and post it up..

My bbq can be considered a success la.. Thank God for the good weather.. the sky looked like it would rain but it didn't.. though left alot of food cos not alot of ppl turn up... but overall, i enjoyed.. reached home at 4 that night.. woke up at 11am on sat for NDP.. was feeling super sleepy but thank God for sustaining me.. opened presents too..
love it all thanks guys.. shall find a chance to post up pictures of the presents...

NDP..
Thanks girls for celebrating my birthday.. Due to good attendance, i got 2 tickets to nx sat show..who wants??i'm still looking for people to give it to.. think i should not give it to the one i gave to few weeks back..

Planning a Harry Potter movie outing some time soon.. waiting for reply from friends..probably another movie and dinner outing with cousin.. (:

anyways, hope i'll recover and feel better by saturday..

Briuse on arm..

2009-07-12T23:08:00.005+08:00

Heys.. changed my phone just today.. from Nokia6288 to LG KM900.. not bad but have to take extra care not to get any scratches on the screen.. cos its a fully touch screen phone.. so might be getting a screen protector someday.. to protect the screen..

went to Kallang CC to donate bloood today.. but din manage to donate.. cos when the nurse poke in the needle, my vein ran.. so end up i had a bruise on my arm.. and it hurt so i din wanna continue.. and the bruise really hurts alot after they pull out the needle.. but it feels better now.. this let me have a fear to donate, but thats not gonna weaken me.. i might donate again depending on my time..

NDP..
rained yesterday during the finale. it rained during the pledge and national anthem..it was a first time for many of us to be taking pledge and singing national anthem in the rain.. indeed it was an unforgetable NE1.. took pictures.. they are uploaded in my facebook.. finally gotten my costume.. but dunno how come they can make till the skirt super tight.. they taken measurements but i have no idea why its not up to measurement.. the skirt was really tight till i can close he zip.. so i'll probably bring to a tailor to do it.. see if they can do an extension of the fabric for me.. or if possible, i might get the tailor to make another one.. if he/she has the material to begin with.. shall get it done before NE2..

Looking forward to my BBQ.. get partial of the food today.. will be ordering the satay and otah sometime soon.. will be taking leave on friday.. so i can prepare everything..

NDP!!

2009-07-10T11:03:00.004+08:00

Been super long since i updated..blogging from office now as i'm really free now.. as i cleared my schedule.. not much to do now so take this time to update..

Looking forward to NDP tmr.. will have P5 kids for the next few weeks.. Wondering how it will be like this yr.. though i already have the experience, i still am excited.

Damn, brought my camera last sat but din take much pictures.. swear i'll take loads this week..Bought balloons the other day to practise my balloon twsiting skills.. Managed to make bear, poodle, dog, flower.. now my whole table is full of balloons.. haha.. hopefully i can make perfect ones by actual NDP'09..

I'm going to change my phone soon.. probably this sunday.. changing to touch screen phone.. Nokia N97 if possible.. none of my friends are using it yet.. so maybe i'll be the first..

My bday BBQ is confirmed.. Its gonna be at East Coast Park Area C Pit 19.. now in the midst of inviting people.. hopefully those that i invite will ba able to come.. and hopefully i'll get presents.. been having PRESENTLESS birthdays for god knows how many donkey years.. hopefully my guests will NOT come empty handed... if not i'll be super sad.. organising a BBQ and not getting any presents at all is really a heartbreakig thing.. everytime my friends get presents at birthday BBQ and i hope i'll be no exception.. i've been giving presents at birthdays but when it comes to mine, i absolutely DO NOT GET ANY!!! hopefully things will turn out different this year.. if not there is no longer any point in celebrating my future birthdays.. because i do not get any presents when i've given out countless..there is really no point in celebrating when its a PRESENTLESS birthday..and besides its my 21st.. i'm not asking for much but just that i'll be able to get presents.. even if its only one i'll be happy.. i've had enough of presentless birthdays.. i always get so envious when i attend my friends' birthday celebrations, because they will definitely get presents... and not i want to say but my birthday is always not remembered.. i do not even get birthday wishes from my so called FRIENDS..not even a single one...

JUST WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS?? AM I AN INVISLBLE, NON-EXISTENT PERSON TO YOU?????why am i always alone, always feeling outcasted by my classmates? since my primary school days... no one comes to me to be friends, i'm always the one to approach them..i'm really sick and tired of this..To be honest, this is what i've been feeling for the past 13 years of my schooling life.. with the exception of primers and DE tribe, you people are the only ones who made me feel that i'm someone important, that i'm worth your attention, your love,care and concern...you always see me as a happy-go-lucky person, but thats just a front that i put on..but the truth is, i'm not.. i just wish for all this to end now that i'm entering into a new phase of my life.. i do not want all this to follow me for the rest of my life.. even my blog is non existent to you.. no tags and low visit counts...

PS: Sorry for the ranting on this post.. I just cannot take it anymore..i do not know why, but i just started typing it out while mentioning my BBQ.. this has been bottled up inside me for years.. actually locked deep away in my memories, but it just surfaced which explains the rantings..

2009-06-29T21:31:00.002+08:00

hey everyone!! its been sometime since i last updated..

just back not long ago from a salon.. went to colour and cut my hair.. its shorter but not that short.. love the colour too.. cost me $76 in total..

NDP..
I got my fun pack liao.. its a nice design as can be used as a sling and tote bag.. shall post a picture of it and the items inside soon.. getting my costume soon.. really look like "carebear" lor.. and next week is combined rehearsal 3 with live audience.. have to put in my best and not 'throw' face.. hahaha.. looking for an extra tix so that i can give my friend .. cos he wants to go with his gf... but i only have one tix.. so if anyone who does not have anyone to give to can give me??THANKS!!!

been really hooked up on this korean drama- Boys Over Flowers(BOF) this few days.. trying to finish the series asap.. due to NDP on sats i cant watch the television telecast.. so watch online lor.. really nice and touching show..tears rolled uncontrollably at certain scenes.. love it man..should be able to finish it in a few more days.. feel like getting the vcd/dvd too.. shall get it when they are selling the full set.. cos its cheaper that way, instead of buying it one by one which is more expensive..its like $20/ set.. whereas a full set cost like maybe $30 or even \cheaper when there is sale or discount..

well, thats all for now.. Ciao!! :)

NDP!!

2009-06-15T22:05:00.002+08:00

Here for a little update!!

NDP!:
This sat onwards, training will be at Marina floating platform. Lunch and dinner will both be provided of which one will definitely be KFC.. As training will be from 12-9pm.. Tiring.. But luckily i managed to catch the dance steps as i was initially lost in the begining.. Though not a dancer but still able to catch up with the beats and not mess up is good..Costume will probably be getting this sat, i guess..
Thats all for NDP now!!

I finally got my contacts.. Thought that i'll take super long to put it on every morning but seems that's not the case.. I actually put it on quite fast..bought 3 pairs for a start..Buts its still a challenge to me la.. Using contacts means that i'll need to have more discipline keeping my hands clean..

This thurs is Primers night cycling.. Applied for leave on friday but still awaiting approval. If approved i might go.. Also this sat is my colleague's baby boy full month.. She invited me but i'll be at NDP.. so i'm still not sure if i should go.. If i go means that i have to leave NDP early..have to make a choice again..Will i make the correct and smart choice this time? Hopefully God will help me make the smart and correct choice.. :)

Updates!

2009-06-04T21:19:00.003+08:00

Heys.. its been super duper long since i updated.. Been real busy with work, NDP, driving and stuff.. Just finished my Final Theory test 1 hour ago and i passed.. WHOO!!! was so happy when i saw the word "PASSED" appear when i ended the test..

packed schedule for this few weeks.. well, what can i do..shall ask God to sustain me while i work out this busy schedule.. have to plan everything well so that i won't screw everything up.. blogging from office now as i walked back to check things out for my printing.. that is after my test la.. nearly lost my way but thank God i did not..

Nothing much to say for now but that NDP dance is tough.. Say easy not easy..and its very fast paced.. have to get it up and well before we move to floating platform for combined rehearsal..

thats all for now. Hopefully can get my license within this 2 years.. :)

POC'09

2009-05-17T01:50:00.007+08:00

Back from POC'09 not long ago.. Was there from 3plus in the afternoon as I had company meeting in the day.. After meeting went to Long Beach King at Kallang to eat lunch.. Boss treat, so not nice to not go.. so waited for lunch to be over before making my way to BB/GB campsite at Sembawang.. Nearly didn't know how to get there.. Well, took some photos of the fresh seafood varieties at lunch.. and woah, the crab is big..

Didn't manage to take any pictures at POC but from the slideshow at the GalaNight, can see that they enjoyed themselves..

Pictures below.. Enjoy!

Oysters

Lobsters.(Air Flown Live)

Alaskan King Crab(Air Flown Live)

Flower Crab.

Grouper

Two Alaskan King crabs "fighting".

Lessons learnt..

2009-05-02T11:39:00.003+08:00

its been sometime since i updated.. so here i am..

Spent almost one whole day reformatting my computer yesterday due to spam from msn messenger.. Couldn't delete and reinstall, so thats why the reformat came in.. first time doing this.. rather hard work as have to back up all data before reformat and after reformat have to spend time getting everything back and working... But at least i learnt something new.. and that is how to reformat a computer..

At work, I learnt something new also.. learnt how to make a colour profile.. In learning this, i get more knowledge how colours mix and have a better and clearer picture when i do printing in future.. When i do not get the colours i want, i can play with the profiles.

X-Men is out and i want to watch.. I might be going to watch later.. But looking for people to watch it with me. If not its me watching alone again, as usual..

Driving lessons are good so far.. I'm intendind to change my lessons from weekends to weekdays, after work, so that i do not have to make a double trip, going back there even during weekends.. As the learning place is near my workplace, just 15-20 mins walk.. and i finally booked my Final Theory Test(FTT).. Its on the 4th of June at 6.45pm..Hopefully I'll pass and be able to get my license within 2 yrs time.. Then i'll be able to drive and do not have to squeeze in crowded trains and buses..

now in the midst of booking chalet, deciding on food and working out costs.. shall not reveal too much.. You'll know in due time..

Graduation!!

2009-04-24T17:18:00.004+08:00

Heys.. now in my office waiting for time to pass.. So shall update in the meantime..

Ltr going for Christmin's Bbq after work at aloha loyang.. i'm going to have my own in july.. It shall remain a mystery for now.. But do remember to look out for details on my blog..

graduation Ceremony is coming soon.. Collected the gown the other day.. now just have to get the white top and black botom to go with it.. Its on the 28th of May at 5.30pm.. most probably will be taking leave that day..looking forward to this day..

served hospitality at Church on Sunday.. Its quite fun and hope to do it again.. i was one of those giving out bulletins at the entrance of Max Pavillion..

learning driving.. well, its quite nice to be able to drive a real car instead of a virtual car.. the feeling is really different.. i just hope to get my license asap.. then i won't have to squeeze in the bus every single day.. have to register for final theory soon.. if not i cant sit for my practical test.. I have to pass my final theory before i can take the practical..

Well, that's all for now.. Do remember to check back on my blog for bbq details.. Ciao!! :)

Busy April

2009-04-18T13:31:00.005+08:00

Hey all,

its been super long since i updated.. been quite busy and don't have the time to come and update.. Went to President's Command last Sunday(5 Apr).. It was great. It's going to be broadcast tmr..19 Apr..

Been a long time since SMG opened and i have not been able to go back there to get my GG sneakers... but i promise i'm going to get it sometime this month..and i'm probably going to take up vocal lessons nx month, thats if time permits..

going Pasir Ris park for company BBQ later..3 BBQs in a month.. one on 16 Apr(Adeline's), one today and one more on 25 Apr(Christmin's). But i'm going to have my own too.. Probably on 18 July..It'll either be chalet or just BBQ.. Well, it depends on availabilty of chalet too..

My dear friend has been sick for 2 weeks plus.. Just hope that he will rest and recover soon.. M*** 哥哥, don't just work and not rest..你的健康比较重要! Pls take care of urself ok? I'll keep you in prayers though..
May God's healing hands be on you..

Well, i shall try to take pics at today's BBQ and post it up... :)

That's all for now.. Ciao!

JJ生日快乐

2009-03-27T23:06:00.002+08:00

JJ在这里祝你生日快乐。明天见。

JJ WORLD TOUR 2009

2009-03-24T21:36:00.003+08:00

最近比较忙，没什么时间来update。因为有一个很大的project，这个礼拜五就要交货。也就是俊杰生日那一天。希望能如期交货。

星期六就是JJ的世界巡回演唱会。好期待哦！希望能够赢到backstage pass，就能在演唱会前向JJ献上祝福。现在这里祝俊杰演唱会成功，我们328见。还有我一定会穿着你的心血到演唱会现场为你加油。可是哪里买得到啊？Smudge Store买得到吗？

只要是俊杰设计的都很好看，就像SMG的logo。

希望JJ好好休息，不要在演唱会前把自己累坏。你的JM门都会很心痛，为你担心。所以，为了我们，把自己照顾好，保持在最好的状态。

现在就先这样，星期五当天在来祝福亲爱的JJ。JJ,我们328不见不散。

SMUDGE!!!!

2009-03-14T01:38:00.012+08:00

just back from REBEL not long ago.. was there for the SMUDGE afterparty..Before that wen to the official opening at Ann Siang Hill..alot of artistes went there..There was Celest Chong, David Gan, Dasmond Koh, Joshua Ang, Lee Teng and of course the star of the day-JJ the boss himself..Saw him the whole day today.. JJ reached Ann Siang at 12plus.. Then aroung 1plus or 2 lidat, he came down to take pictures.. He actually remembered me.. Cause i was the first one there.. haha.. when i was at REBEL, he remembered me too..left REBEL at around 12plus midnight.. He's such a sweet guy.. Knows that i'm alone and asked me to 小心点and take care.. Well, shall not reveal too much.. Enjoy the Pics!!

SMUDGE Logo-Love It

Bearbricks

Elvis Bearbricks

Darth Vader and Bearbricks

Why So Serious Bearbricks

JJ,me,fenn,June,Jacey

JJ and me

All above are taken both at and outside SMUDGE Flagship store..The ones below are taken at REBEL...

REBEL Entrance

JJ and me again at REBEL

Packaging of the shirt I bought

Asked JJ to sign on the packaging

Front of shirt design

Back of shirt design

SG E-Awards or Wedding?

2009-02-24T11:14:00.002+08:00

Arrghhhhhhh!!!!!! I'm so vexed, so torn over which should I attend... Because on 7th March, I have 2 event clashes... 1st is the SG E-Awards at Marina Bay Floating Platform Grandstand from 7pm to 10pm... 2nd is my cousin's wedding at Swissôtel's Merchant Court Ballroom... Guests to be seated by 7.15pm. I'm really torn over these 2...

JJ will be at E-Awards and I really wish to go... Because there might not be a telecast on television and i'm not sure if there will be a 第二届 of this awards... and i seldom get a chance to go to such awards... why i got a ticket to this awards is through JJ's events... i got it for free... and i'm sure i would not want to give up such a chance...if i attend the wedding instead of the awards, fenn will be unhappy as she would be all alone and will be saying that i 放鸽子...

On the other hand, i also cannot choose not to attend the wedding as it is a once-in-a-lifetime thing... if i choose to go to the awards instead of the wedding, my relatives would not be happy and they might not turn up at mine... that's really not a wise thing to do...and its really rude not to attend as i'm invited and goven a seat and its bad for them to see an empty seat at the banquet..

i really have to make a choice... but no matter which one i choose to attend, i will definitely end up hurting one party... so i really dunno what i should do, what my final decision should be... God, help me in making a wise decision that would benefit both parties and none will get hurt... i ask that You grant me the wisdom to make the correct decision...

I have to make this decision fast as the date is nearing... it is in 2 weeks time... which would you choose to attend if you were in this predicament? wedding or e-awards?

Best Valentines' ever

2009-02-19T17:29:00.009+08:00

Well, here are the promised pictures of JJ events.. But not all though.. This is just part of it...

ENJOY!!!

Northpoint :

Jurong Point:

K-Box Union-SG E-AWARDS造势活动:

Videos will be in the next post..

Happy Valentines' Day

2009-02-14T23:43:00.002+08:00

Happy Valentines' Day everyone.. This is my best valentine's ever.. Because I spent it with my beloved JJ..He had events all day long today..2pm at Northpoint and 6pm at Jurong Point..He had lunch at Northpoint's Ishi Mura.. 12 lucky contestants got the chance to have lunch with JJ..He is in town to promote his concert-JJ World Tour 2009 which is taking place on 28th of March at Singapore Indoor Stadium..

Took loads of pictures but I have not uploaded to my laptop yet.. So shall upload the pics on the next post, which is soon.. I am super high and happy today.. The reason being: I finally gave the Darth Vader I bought for JJ to him..It was meant to be a birthday present but I figured that it would be hard to give to him during the concert.. So gave it to him just now at Jurong Point.. And he LIKES it.. Pple behind me in the queue told me that he looked at the Darth Vader for quite some time.. I actually waited for the event to end and waited for JJ near his van just to ask him if he likes it.... When he came out, I just went forward and asked him : "JJ,喜欢我送你的礼物吗？"His reply was : "很棒，谢谢!" Then I asked again and his reply this time was : "喜欢，谢谢!" When I heard this, I was almost like flying..有飘起来的感觉..This feeling is going to stay with me for quite some time.. I asked him to post it on his blog.. Hopefully he does.. I spent months looking for that Darth Vader figurine and purchased it the moment I found it.. Glad that JJ likes it.. After that, I was thinking if he knew which was my present , but i figured that he should remember.. Because I passed it to him on stage.. And even showed him that there was a msg at the side of the box.. 希望JJ会记的哪一个是我送他的礼物..最好是可以在他的blog看到..

There's another event tmr.. SG E-awards meeting at K-Union..Only 50 tickets and I'm one of the lucky 50..So seeing JJ tmr again..Probably wait till after tmr's event and till I collate all the pictures before posting them.. So be patient.. It would not take too long..

The one word that describes my feeling even right to this moment : 爽!

Updates!!

2009-02-11T16:09:00.004+08:00

Its been so long since I last updated.. so here's a little update for you guys.. Jobs nowadays are hard to find especially since its the recession period and the economy is not very good.. Been busy with looking for jobs these few days but to no vail.. I'll try my best no matter what.. Mhy ultimate dream is still to work in the enterainment circle..当一位歌手.. So I'll do my best..Anyways, shall not elaborate much.. Just hope that I'll be able to fufil my dream..

Valentines' Day is coming and JJ has events on the day itself.. Finally after so long I'll be able to see him again.. Wondering when he will be reaching Singapore.. Feel like going to 接机.. But have to check properly before going la.. Hopefully will be able to catch his flight to Singapore and see him at Changi Airport.. Still wondering how I should pass the Darth Vader to JJ.. During this event or concert??

Well, let's see how things go.. :)看情况吧!

新年快乐!

2009-01-25T14:48:00.007+08:00

今天是除夕夜，首先在这里跟大家拜个年。新年是小孩子最爱的时间因为有好料可以吃，有红包可以拿。天底下哪一个孩子不会爱过新年啊？你说对不对？新年又是一年一度的事，也因为有一些亲戚只有在新年时才看到。可是呢，每年都遇到同样的问题，比如“这么大了，现在再做什么？”，“毕业了吗？”等等等。每年听到都感到厌倦了。但从这几句话可以看到长辈们对晚辈们的关怀和关心。

Saw two cars the other day.

新年快乐!

我的未来

2009-01-07T22:31:00.004+08:00

Well, its been a few days since I updated.. So here's a little update..Been busy with work till i have no time to update..

I got another interview on friday.. This time its with Maritime and Port Authorities(MPA) as an Assistant Technical Officer.. Hope I will be offered this job.. Because my interest is not in my current job, my interest is in the marine indistries.. Should have taken up marine courses in poly.. But my ultimate goal is to be in the entertainment industry..Be JJ's 小师妹..

Yesterday met up with fenn, heard from her that海碟already found a suitable person for 非常歌手..Nevermind, I'll take up my guitar,piano and vocal lessons before joining the next 非常歌手..and also slim down to my acceptable weight way before that.. This is my goal and I will achieve it no matter what happens.. 为了俊杰和为了圆我的明星梦，我一定会瘦下来。因为这将会是我的推动力。不只如此，毅力也要够强。不过，我相信我一定办得到。因为这是我最终的目标。

New Year,new environment

2009-01-01T12:21:00.003+08:00

Heys..first day of 2009!!first post of the year..

Tuesday
非常歌手训练班5 audition.. after that, dinner at Lerk Thai.. Audition was super scary.. was trembling when i was singing in front of the judges..one of them was 许环梁..super scary.. wonder if will pass this round of audition.. now just waiting for 海碟's call.. but even if I don't pass,its ok..take it as an experience.. because i'll be joining the Pop Piano, Guitar Strum and Sing and Vocal training courses at 海碟音乐森林..learn more things and then join 非常歌手训练班6..By that time I might have already slimed down and my chances of being accepted will be even higher.. So, i'm super determined to shed off all my excess weight and be a whole new me by the end of 2009.. That's my resolution for this year..I have to achieve this goal no matter what happens.. because its my health at stake and I do not want to live my life in sickness and suffer while others are enjoying.. So, no matter rain or shine, that's my goal for the year..

Yesterday
Working as usual.. Last day at GV.. People are at countdowns whereas I'm working..Last day of 2008 spent at GV working.. but it was extremely busy.. Think most people came to watch movie after Countdown/fireworks at Marina Bay..Being in town and having midnight movies, we had expected this.. finished work at 2am but since had to wait and Candy Bar was busy, so helped them till it was less busy..Especially since it was Daniel's shift, so helped him.. But I'll be seeing less of Daniel and Fitz since I won't be working there anymore.. They are both my favourite managers..Love working with them but i'll get over it.. But can still go PS and look for them la..

Tomorrow
I'll be starting work in a whole new environment..In a company at Macpherson called Arrowcrest Technologies..Its a company dealing with CCTV..Maintanence,servicing,design etc...Pay is way better than GV..$1300-which is like twice my pay at GV..and its more related to my studies..I'll be registering for the part time degree course at NTU, study and work at the same time..

SMUDGE

2008-12-28T16:43:00.010+08:00

22 December 2008..
Went for JJ's SMUDGE soft launch.. He really gave us a big suprise.. After everyone went in and settled down, we started a web conference with JJ through Skype.. He kept making us laugh..haha..so cute la.. After chatting a while, he said he have to leave..All of us went like "huhhhhh...."then he carried his laptop and started walking down a flight of stairs..We were all wondering where he was and because the stairs looked familiar,we knew at the moment that he was upstairs..He was there all along and we thought he was overseas ..He just came back from Malaysia and came to this SMUDGE event, to see us.. So sweet of him.. Bought a shirt at $69.90 when fenn got it totally FOC..but its worth it..its quite nice..Took alot of pictures during the event.. Enjoy!!

The shirt that I bought..

After event went walk around and took pictures..shall upload soon.. Walked from Ann Siang Road to City hall..Wow..Some time after event went back to event venue and wondered if JJ was still there..thought of waiting there to see if he was still there..but in the end, did not wait for very long cos we thought that he would not have stayed there for so long..So left after a while and started our walk to City Hall..Took pictures during the walk which I'll upload soon..

Directions Pls..

2008-12-19T22:56:00.005+08:00

Hey guys..its been a while since i updated so here..

Yesterday
Went for a navy tour at Changi Naval Base.. Went on board RSS Stalwart to see how it looks on the inside.. I was super excited as it was my very first time on board a frigate..It was awesome.. Too bad we were not allowed to have any image-capturing or storage devices with us.. so we had to surrender it even before we entered the base.. Having always been fascinated with ships and imagined how it would feel like working inside it, I had a slight feel of that yesterday.. This visit made me wanted so much more to join the Navy and maybe have a chance to work in one of these ships.. But on second thoughts, I would not be able to follow JJ so closely if I were to join the Navy.. And judging by the way I look now, they might not be able to accept me now.. But I am not ashamed by my looks becos God loves me no matter how bad I may look..

Today
Working as usual..Floor opening, finished work at 6pm..After that , heard some commotion at level One so went to take a look.. There was some promotion event for the musical-黑玫瑰..Thomas Ong and another actress from Hong Kong was there.. happened to see Felicia there also..wanted to take a picture with her but she walked off before I could ask her.. but she said this to me : "你很可爱".. then went to take a picture with Thomas Ong..jus in case you're wondering what's his chinese name, its 王田裁.. Anyways, took a few pictures so ENJOY!

Monday 22 December 2008
This is the day I've been waiting for.. Its the soft launch of JJ's label-SMUDGE..its exclusive FANS ONLY..will be going down that day.. 8 Ann Siang Road - A.R.K House, Singapore.. most probably will be getting the shirt and then wear it to JJ's concert next year.. Buts it's priced at $69.90..and fenn is getting it FOC under JJ's account.. Cos she was one of the lucky 10 whereas i'm not.. but there will be web conference with JJ frm 3 -5 pm..According to the video on JJ's blog, there would be a big suprise for those who are there..But I'm not sure what the suprise is.. So I'll just have to be there and stay on..Wait for JJ..

But before that might be going KBox to K and prepare for 非常歌手训练班5 audition.. have to start preperation early if not cant go through audition..I have a feeling that I would pass the audition.. If i really do get through, I want to graduate from the class.. And who knows, I might be JJ's 小师妹..haha.. i better not think that far first.. I just want to get through the audition..

Finally I'll be able to realise 我的明星梦..I've always wanted to be in the 娱乐圈, and now I have a chance..Opportunity only comes knocking once, you miss it and its gone..So I will grab this opportunity while i can and join the 非常歌手训练班5..Besides this, I also want to join the guitar and piano class..In order to have enough means to take up the class, I have to get another job which pays me more than my current.. I have to get a job that pays me enough for me to survive one month and have excess for all these lessons that I want to take..A FULL TIME job which pays me 1-3K per month.. This way, I'll be able to do all the things i want to without having to bother about money issues..

Dear God, I just want to commit myself into Your hands. I just even ask that you will guide me in my job search, let me know where is your calling for me..I just even pray,ask for directions as i look for a new job. A job where i can fufill all my wishes of learning guitar and piano.
And Father, I just even want to pray that You will grant me favour with all that I get an interview with and that my jobsearch will be smooth.

Father Lord, I just even want to commit JJ into Your hands. Continue to bless him as he works this Christmas and even up to his concert as he will be very busy without much time to rest..
I just ask that You keep him safe and healthy. I commit his health into your hands. Just even ask for your healing hands to be upon him and heal his sicknesses and that he gets enough rest. Just even commit JJ's concert into your hands, I pray for a good turnout and that all we fans and even JJ himself will enjoy himself at his concert.. I even want to commit his brandname-SMUDGE into your hands. The soft launch is taking place on 22 Dec 2008. I just pray that it will be a great success and that his brandname will be a big hit across the world.

Father, I just pray and commit JJ and even myself into Your hands. May Your hands always be on us and bless us always. May Your favour be on us as we continue to shine for You.

In Jesus Holy Name,
Amen

JJ CONCERT TIX!!!

2008-12-09T12:35:00.004+08:00

Heys..bought tix to JJ World Tour 2009 last saturday.. Its a $151 ticket Cat 1 ticket,Premier Entrance, Block PB-1,Row 17, Seat 2 and 3..I bought 2.. One for myself, one for fenn.. So happy can.. cant wait for the concert..

JJ World Tour 2009 Tickets

JJ is sick this few days..so worried for him..when i heard the news, how i wish i could rush to his side to care for him.. JJ,知道你忙着在筹备演唱会和下一张专辑的事，但是也要好好照顾自己的身体。我要的是一个健健康康的JJ。不要让你的JM们为你担心,因为你是我们最爱的JJ。好期待你明年的演唱会，希望你会喜欢我到时送你的Darth Vader..那么明年演唱会见吧！JJ,你真的要好好照顾自己，爱惜自己。

JJ LIN!!!!! photos

2008-12-04T12:05:00.016+08:00

Hey peeps..here are the long awaited photos I took at JJ's events.. ENJOY!!

JJ 登陆见面会@KBox Cineleisure

JJ与你一较‘糕’低@ BreadTalk Causeway Point

JJ拍照会@Bookfest 2008

All below: JJ PATRY 3

Picture with my beloved JJ

I waited so long for this picture and it was finally sent to me on 1st December..I love this picture..but the only thing i'm very angry about is the fringe..WHY did it have to drop down at that time???ARRRRGH!!!ANGRY!!

This one i crop from the original one above to put as my handphone wallpaper.. Alot of my friends said this picture looks sweet..

I'm going to join the 非常歌手训练班5..already downloaded the applicaiton form..jus have to submit before 15 December..Cos there's an autition..

Darth Vader figurine I bought yesterday for JJ..To be given to him during his concert..Still have another one i have not bought..

JJ LIN!!!!!

2008-11-22T19:06:00.004+08:00

heys.. shall update a little on the past few days..

THURSDAY(20 NOV)
went to KBox Cine to JJ's event..den i abit sad.. cos fenn got the JJ shirt from the lucky draw..for FREE!!!den i have to buy it @ 70 dollars..super expensive la..cos got 50 den 10 lucky people get the shirt for FREE!! JJ will pay for the shirt for them.. den the other 40 can get it at a discounted price of $50..i got none...so if i were to get, it'll cost me $70..but i'll still get it..

FRIDAY(21 NOV)
JJ was on YES933 from 6-7pm and RADIO1003 from 10-11pm..didnt go to mediacorp to wait for him cos i was working before that.. But if i was to be off, i would be there..

TODAY(22 NOV)
went to Causeway Point at 12plus to wait for JJ.. he was there from 1-2pm to design a christmas cake "Jolly JJ" today got 30 for sale but it's $53 with his album.. From 1st December onwards, it'll be on sale at all BreadTalk stores for $38.. After that went to Suntec Convention Hall 601-603.. There was a 拍照会there..Everyone who had the coupon can take a picture with JJ.. Of cos, i was one of them.. Super high and happy.. They will email the picture to us..so I'll post up the picture once i receive it.. JJ super cute..So excited and happy to see JJ up close and personal for the very 1st time, not to say even able to take a picture with him..

TOMORROW(23 NOV)
JJ PARTY 3 at Singapore EXPO Max Pavillion..8pm.. Of course i'll be there super early cause my church is there at Max Pavillion itself..I'll be there from 12.30pm onwards..JJFC meeting at 2-6.30pm..I'm already there.. Imagine if i was able to see JJ at rehearsal for the party.. sure will take a lot of pictures..

i have already taken alot of pictures for the past 2 days seeing JJ.. Think there's about 50-100.. Will upload once i receive the one i took with JJ..

Once again, I'm SUPER HIGH TODAY...shook JJ's hand after picture with him..i'll never forget this day..i'm definitely going to buy tickets for JJ's concert next year on 28 March..have to get soon otherwise the good tickets will be sold out..think most probably will get the most expensive one..

JJ我会永远支持你，永远爱你。你永远都会是我这一生中最爱的俊杰。虽然我没有从一开始就支持你但至少我已经开始了至少我没选错人，因为你是最棒的。虽然你看不到这段话，我会用另外一个方式告诉你的。

Updates!!

2008-11-11T01:42:00.003+08:00

heys...its been super super long since i updated.. been busy with work so no time to update..

now looking for another job..thinking of signing on either NAVY or AIR FORCE..went to SAF Specialist Seminar the other day.. it was quite an enriching seminar.. now waiting for NAVY tour before i really decide..but i really enjoy what i'm doing now..a job with many fun and nice friends..

Yesterday went to service after a few wks of absence..yesterday's speaker was Nick Vujicic, a man born without limbs.. click here to view videos on his life and how he inspired many..yesterday was my 2nd time listening to him,last year being the 1st.. his sermon really spoke to me and i have to admit that i'm not walking very close to God but i'll be one day..i'm still trying all i can to get up in the morning to spend time with God.. i'm still trying to find out what my calling is, where God wants me to be.. where my ministry is..

Well, as for today, i worked as usual from 1340 to 2105.. was doing FF2 which is floor float 2.. nowadays keep getting floor..requested for box.. wonder when i'm going to get it...tmr still working at the same time but i'm still not sleeping yet..

well, i'm going to sleep soon..otherwise tmr cant wake up..nites.. :)

Updates!!

2008-09-30T13:03:00.005+08:00

hey peeps!!!! its been 1 month since i last updated.. been workin till i forgot to update.. so heres a little update before i'm off to work later..

today is Hari Raya Eve..tmr is PH.. workin morning till 5pm.. coming sat 4Oct is Cluster G appreciation for NDP.. it'll start at 7pm til i dunno wat time.. but i requested to work after 9pm..see if manager will give me..cos last time when i requested for after 7pm, she gave me before 7pm.. but glad that she gave me before 7pm la.. cos i can go home watch F1.. Tha race was quite nice and incident-filled.. there were 3 accidents..The results were suprising as there was a change of lead after the safety car laps..Well, the race was a great success.. though i was not at the scene of the race, it was still exciting watching the race on the screens in the comfort of my home..

oh ya, i actually bought a bday present for my manager..his bday is on 15Oct if i'm not wrong..bought a pen with his name on it.. but dunno how to pass it to him.. shall comfirm if its his bday first before passing it to him.. he's one of my favourite manager.. love to work with him.. always have fun during his shift..actually today suppose to be off.. but i told him if need pple can call me and he called me yesterday..asked me to work today and i agreed.. haha..

anyways, dats all for now.. shall update abt the appreciation.. will take pics if i can..

2008-08-31T21:15:00.003+08:00

heys..its been a few days since i updated.. so here for a little update so that my blog wont die off..

was busy with work past few days.. reached home late and thus slept late..and i'm beginning to like the managers there.. They are so fun and nice.. Especially Daniel and Berns.. they super funny lor.. everytime work with them also laugh till stomach pain.. hahas.. anyways, i love my job at GV Plaza.. i love the pple there too.. prefer working night shift and if possible, wanna work past midnight one day..

i wanna watch Wall-E..

2008-08-22T14:46:00.001+08:00

'Shine for Singapore' MV

晴空万里 MV

Theme song for this yr NDP by Hady Mirza..Chinese version by Joi Chua..

2008-08-16T15:08:00.005+08:00

heys.. been a few days since i updated.. been rather busy with work and FYP.. rushing out report for FYP.. actually my project mate did one copy but i could'nt accept it.. so i'm re-doing the whole report..
i realli miss NDP!! though it might be over but we'll still be able to see each other in times to come.. i miss every single one of them.. i'll never forget u guys.. We've spent so much time together.. i'll never forget all the fun and enjoyable times we spent..luckily i brought my cam and took a few pics.. NDP has brought some of our friendships to a closer level and has brought us many new friendships.. i'll treasure every single friendship be it new or old.. NDP '08 will forever be etched in my heart and i'll never forget this..

anyway, have to chiong report le.. God sustain me, grant me with the wisdom to produce a good report and be able to pass my FYP and move on to either the workforce or Uni.. actually i'm thinking if i get into Uni, i'll want to study something related to marine or aero..but more to marine side.. i'm interested in that.. i should have took up a marine course in poly..haix..

miss u guys.. meet up soon ya.. and i'm looking forward to 22 aug.. hazel's bday..

NDP!!!

2008-08-10T00:51:00.002+08:00

heys.. back from NDP..NDP today was great..It was a fun night and i really enjoyed myself.. Super tired now but dont feel sleepy.. maybe will be after a while more..took some pics and thinking whether to post them here.. maybe not or maybe a few.. see how..

well,, today will be just a short post to keep my blog going.. Shall post the pics soon..gonna bathe now..

NDP!!

2008-08-08T12:58:00.004+08:00

heys.. tmr's actual NDP le.. which also means my last time seeing all of them..unless we meet up.. haix.. nvm.. tmr is gonna be my last and final day spent with them.. an end is always a new beginning..

today is Olympics opening.. dont know if i should go to school today..to complete the PCBs and mount,test them.. i'll see how.. maybe go on monday morning..oh yes i have to start on the report soon.. time's running out..

Revive my tagboard everyone..its dead..

F***ing colleague

2008-08-08T01:24:00.004+08:00

heys.. today(07/08) at work damn pissed at this guy lor... he actually complained to manager that i always use phone and ended up my phone kena confiscated.. den after that Daniel came talk to me.. Say this is a warning, nx time working dont use phone..Den after dat Bernando came out return me my phone..

Den cos i went toilet, den 顺便 reply BW msg.. den when i came back he asked in a super fierce manner " Where u go?" den after dat he say "Why? Got back ur phona ha? Dont keep talking on the phone..Off it.." den of cos i bluff him say its off la.. when its actually not..and he actually wanted to check if its really off de lor.. Really damn pissed la..F***ing guy.. luckily tmr and sat not working.. dont have to see his face... one more time he give me this attitude, i'm really gonna hate him..for life...

Oso not i wanna tok on the phone de.. Den when i taking my break, he ask me eat faster, got session coming..What the hell lor? eat so fast u want me get indigestion ah?den Clev wanted to eat so i volunteered to go buy his food.. den when i was about to go he give me dat kind of face lor.. Really dunno whether its his problem or mine..But i dont think its my problem cos i'm all along a sociable person.. i dont take things dat seriously unless someone piss me off big time..Stupid guy.. make me have no mood to work.. was so pissed dat even other colleagues can see lor..my expression totally changed.. from happy to moodless.. they jus asked me not to mind him.. anyway, this time round i'll 忍.. but there's a limit to one's patience.. who noes one day i might just breakdown during work just bcos something happened between us again..so what if he's a senior? so what if he's worked there for a super long time? that doesnt give him the right to scold ppl like that..and once when i was packing nachos, he came and said " What did i teach u dat time? lidat u gonna take how long to pack? STUPID LITTLE GIRL..." this was exactly what he said.. how could i take this lying down?1st things 1st, i'm NOT a little girl... i'm 20 for goodness sake..how would he feel if someone were to say call him a STUPID LITTLE BOY?i guess he would never know..why cant he give a thought to my feelings? calling me a stupid little girl.. its really hurts alot inside.. i just dont understand why did he have to say that..though i dont bear grudges, but this incident is etched in my heart and i will never forget these exact words he said(stupid little girl).. even my parents dont call me that..what gives him the right to do so?he's not even related to me in any way..

he should be glad that i did not rebuke him.. he should be glad that i din cry and create a big fuss..cos if i did, i dunno what would have happened.. i really cant stand his attitude and i just sincerely hope that he would change that attitude of his..especially towards me.. though i'm new, i'm not someone who u can bark around.. i'm not someone who u can bully.. though i may seem like a strong person but thats just the exterior.. i just dont want pple to see the weaker side of me.. i just hope and pray that God will change him.. Let him have a heart that is considerate, a heart that feels.. Let him be a person that will take into consideration one's feelings before saying anything.. Think through what he says as some words can be mincing and hurting..

i just hope that he will understand..i'm a human being, not ur puppet/slave..Pls be more considerate and thoughtful to one's feelings..I dont wish to hate himso pls dont make me.. One more time and he'll leave me with no choice..

2008-08-06T13:15:00.005+08:00

haix.. there's a sudden change of plans.. Sebas(manager) called me jus now.. asked me if i could work today..and i said yes.. so i have to report to work later at 6.10 pm..hahas..think is cos someone cannot work or smth ba.. anyways.. think most probably tmr should be working ba..

anyways, 3 more days to NDP..oh ya this sat we're suppose to give something to the SAF guys to appreciate them..as a group we'll be getting something for them as well.. for our group there's 3..thinking of getting them a card and maybe candies or chocolates each.. jus to appreciate them..thank them for everything..shall try to take a pic with all of them this sat after NDP.. if i can..as a rememberence for NDP 08.. :)

2008-08-05T22:54:00.003+08:00

heys.. back from work not long ago..today washed sweet popper.. super hard to wash la.. today closing managers was Daniel and Bernandos..haha..YAY!! finally today my money exact.. hope can always be dat way.. hahas..

why did i say sweet popper super hard to wash? is cos its "chaota" and cos theres sugar on it.. mus let the sugar melt den can remove.. started washing at 7 plus and finished at 8 plus.. but i din wash it alone la.. Daniel(staff) and Delwyn helped me..They helped me remove the "chaota" part..now i 了解他们的痛苦 oredi.. so nx time mus really take good care of the popper..if not the one washing it gonna have a hard time.. mus not let it 'chaota".. hahas..

today sales not very high.. cos i was packing nachos and nuts most of the time.. hahas..tmr mus call office to check roster le.. cos off ma..anyways, tmr will be going school to finish up the PCBs and see Mr Caplin if he's free..and need to go get some stuff for Dad..

tag before u leave frens..revive my tagboard..

2008-08-05T00:47:00.004+08:00

heys.. back from work some time ago so here to update.. washed salted popper today.. scrubbed the pot till my hands all black.. but scrubbed till very shiny liao.. hahas.. but didnt do my detailed cleaning which was Ice maker.. haix.. den today down money again.. $4.10 this time.. higher den the other time.. what's wrong with me??did i give wrong change or what??

anyways.. wanna go sleep le.. nights..

Loves in the air...

2008-08-03T20:15:00.004+08:00

heys..NDP Preview yesterday was great..Heard from Terry's(head mentor) neighbours that it was EXCELLENT..even better than last year's.. well, we might have to change our top but still pending..so we have to bring both tops nx wk.. both new and old..

and i got good news..i got his number le.. and i got his msn today..

BO/FL when???

2008-08-02T00:36:00.004+08:00

heys..jus came back not along.. finished work at 9 plus..but stayed in office for a while, chatted with Clev.. another manager..Today was another busy day.. and the sweet popper burned several times today.. was at counter 5 so it was sort of my responsibility to look out for the popper.. after change went back to office and Clev told me down $3.40..so have to pay.. told him i was in NDP and he wished me good luck.. hahas.. tmr preview le.. jus hope that nothing goes wrong and that he will be free after preview.. cos i got something for him..so far havent worked till after midnight.. jus hope that i get to one day.. wanna learn box and floor soon.. hope that i can noe all stations soon.. den dont have to be stuck at candy bar for long.. maybe a few more wks or months will be able to learn the rest of the stations..Went to TRE after work.. saw Amm, Ade, Feng and Hilmi there.. went eat with them after dat..thats why so late den reach home.. hahas...

Hope that everything goes well tmr and that weather will be good.. Hope that he will be free after preview and that he will give me a definite answer.. and that i will for once get his actual number instead of his fren's number..This wk off 3 days.. Sat, Sun and Wed.. maybe one of these days can go watch movie.. See if he's free..

Wanna go oink oink le.. rest well for preview.. TAG before u leave frens..

Nites :)

2008-08-01T00:23:00.005+08:00

heys..back from work not long ago..today was a super busy day..and u noe what? I saw Jiang Chengxi and his female fren lor...and its i take his order one.. not sure what movie he watched.. hahas..he bought nachos combo with extra cheese..He super 帅 lor..Too bad very busy if not i would have asked him for autograph.. but nehmind..i think there will more chances like this..Cos PS more centralised and i believe more stars will go there or cathay.. hahas..

And manager Daniel is a nice person.. very friendly and gives me a kind of 亲切感.. like his radient smile..seems to be able to brighten everyone's day.. hahas.. he was helping me and another staff during the busy period.. help us pack drinks and popcorn.. but he helped me mostly.. beginning to like working there and i think i'll get along well with the managers too.. maybe Daniel might even become my favourite manager.. hahas.. when i was counting my money, he came ask me stop 1st..put back the money..he got something tell me.. he say cannot close til manager say so.. cos need to drop money.. he's really a nice person to get along with.. packed nachos and nuts today again.. den Daniel came take hot water.. den i said 你好像每次看到我都在pack nachos.. den he smile..

got my payslip today.. got 1 complimentary pass..think this sat ask when he free.. wanna go watch movie?but he have to pay for the tix..see how ba.. cos its valid till sept.. seewhen he free ba and whether if he's willing..

wanna go bathe and sleep le.. nite.. TAG before u leave frens..REVIVE my tagboard.. thanks..

2008-07-30T13:23:00.002+08:00

heys..ltr workin at 6pm..so here for a little update..went for NAPFA yesterday..body now aching cos long time neva exercise le..hahas..ltr maybe going for hair treatment before work..cos abit dry le..den now got 50%discount cos its my bday month..so have to do soon if not this 50% thing no more le..hahas..

this sat is NDP preview le..abit scared the following wk is the actual thing le..den after NDP i might not be able to see him anymore le..so i have to take this chance to talk to him...it all depends..if we have the fate,we will meet each other no matter what..i'm so glad to have been able to know him and i do not wish for this friendship/rls to to just wither away after NDP..i just hope that nothing will go wrong..

Tag before you leave,friends..Dont leave without a tag..my tagboard seems dead already..Pls revive it..

What is love?

2008-07-29T00:34:00.022+08:00

从认识你的那一天开始，我发现自己每次都心神不宁。你的身影已经刻在我心里。脑海里都是你的画面，期待着你的信息，向往听到你的声音。你的出现让我感觉到什么是爱，什么是幸福。爱和被爱都是幸福的。希望我们会有结果，希望你会接受我。希望你不会拒绝我。如果你愿意的话，让我当你的精神支柱。我的世界因为有你才能完美。因为有你，我那暗淡的生活亮了起来。希望你不会让我失望，让我心碎，让我伤心难过。希望我们能找到属于我们的那道门，属于我们的幸福。

期待和等待着你我爱情萌芽的那一天。我相信这一天一定会到来。

Work!!

2008-07-26T22:46:00.003+08:00

heys.. jus back from work not long ago.. today was a busy day.. alot of ppl.. learnt how to pack nachos and kacang today.. quite simple la... oh ya and there's this guy who i dun like.. he very bossy lor.. anyways.. i got burned by popcorn today.. on my arm..actually supposed to work at 12.15 de.. but cos got Benny Ho's seminar so tell manager can only work at 2..cos seminar finish at 1pm den went for lunch and cabbed to PS.. cos if take train sure late de.. luckily not very late.. slightly late nia..

Tmr off.. going expo for service.. Mon workin at 1215,Wed at 1805..Tues supposed to work de but got NAFA at 530 pm so cant work.. Told manager dat day and she say nx time write in the request form..so now dunno.. have to confirm again if workin on Tues..

Friends, tag before u leave..cos my tagboard abit dead.. let my tagboard feel alive again.. :)

Updates!!

2008-07-26T02:27:00.002+08:00

heys..i dunno why but i seem very energetic.not feeling sleepy at all..Benny Ho's seminar at 10am ltr and after dat off to work..But i just cant seem to sleep..Look at the time..i have to get up at 8 and i'm still not sleeping.. Well, guess i'm too vexed to sleep.. maybe cos i'm gonna take my NAFA on 29 Jul.. dunnno if i can pass.. Well, i missed it last yr so taking it this time round..

Thank god for the job at GV Plaza.. The people and manager there are nice..Though i've only been there for a few days, i can already feel their warmth..its gonna be a fun experience for me..and i simply love it there.. Jus hope that i'll be able to get along with the managers and staff there..Jus like previously in TRE.. i believe that as time passes, i'll be able to get along with them.. Though i miss the times i spent at TRE, i'm not going to forget that i can too have happy and enjoyable memories at GV as well.. Thank god for this chance...

Most pple are asking me why i din go back to TRE as my pay at GV is almost the same as i get at TRE..My ans is that i want a environment change..Its more relaxing working at GV and i dont have to work like crazy for the same amount of pay..at least i dont have to worry reeking of KFCif i plan to go out after work..hahas.. anyway, working at GV Plaza is more fun and i think i'm going to enjoy it there.. :)

frens?

2008-07-24T13:55:00.006+08:00

*Edited
If you're reading, this post is for you.. i shall not mention names but you should noe who you are..

though we're aquaintances, i treat u as a friend..i realli dont mind..no matter what, this is wat i feel and will remain this way..i believe that time will allow for us to noe each other better..i'll find a chance to speak to u face to face..jus hope that u will not reject this offer of friendship..jus hope that we'll still keep in contact..

Cheers :)

New job, new environment!!

2008-07-23T01:10:00.006+08:00

*Edited
heys.. came back from my new job not long ago.. it was quite fun although tiring.. am currently working at GV Plaza..1st day at work today.. was allocated to candy bar.. hopecan get used to the job ASAP..i actually saw my fren there lor... so suprised to se him there.. turned out that we're working at the same place.. well, shal not spill too much..

anyways.. working tmr again.. at 6pm..not sure if i'm gonna love this job but i'll try to.. hahas.. and i managed to get my wish fufilled last saturday..

HERE<--- just read this girl's blog-the gf of the army guy who pass away during training in Brunei..tears flowed uncontrollably when i was reading thru her posts.. started to wonder what if it happened to me..how was i going to live my life..reading thru her posts made me ascertain the fact that life is really unpredictable..so treasure ur loved ones while they are still around..don't take them for granted..bcos u wont realise how important they are to you until u lose them.. realised this fact when i lost my grandmother 5 yrs ago.. was always rude to her and even ignored her sometimes when she called for me.. the love and bond we share is strong as she looked after me since i was young..she actually called out to me before she breathed her last breath and i simply didnt care.. when my mum returned dat day and tried to wake her up for lunch, no matter how many times we called out to her she just remained sleeping..she looked so peaceful.. though i didnt show my grief and pain at her wake, i was feeling it deep in my heart.. i did not want her to see me so grieved over her departure..so i put on a brave front and sent her off with a smile..till now it stilll hurts whenever i think of her..

okies..dats all for now.. pics of FM93.3 public concert will be posted soon.. most prob in the next post.. wanna oink oink le.. nitex..

2008-07-17T13:39:00.003+08:00

heys...its been a long long time since i updated..just want to keep my blog alive.. been quite busy with FYP and NDP lately.. later today going for MagicBox..went yesterday le but today going again cos today is free tix.. and today is Ps Khong's bday... Happy Bday Ps Khong..

anyways.. this saturday's NDP training is gonna be a very special day for me.. cos its my birthday.. hope that someone will wish me on dat day.. if not i'll be very sad sad.. this sunday is FM93.3 public concert.. its gonna be a star studded event with many performers..

as for NDP.. i just hope that i'll be able to get to know a few friends.. they're a blessing in my life..they're a fun bunch of guys and i really hope to get to know all of them and even keep in contact after NDP.. so glad that i joined NDP and got to know them.. who knows, they might even wish me happy bday this sat.. cos i told them that its my bday this sat.. hahas..

anyways.. its gonna be a fun and memorable bday for me.. :)

future path??

2008-06-27T00:17:00.003+08:00

Its been a few days since i updated.. Well, have been busy thinking out what i'm going to do for the rest of the days when i'm not studying.. maybe take up a course,work or both..

Well, mondays,saturdays and sundays are definitely out.. Cos monday is for FYP, saturdays are for NDP and sundays are for church.. Shall check out the CC courses and consider.. Meanwhile, i've decided to take on a job for the moment.. At least its better then staying home and rotting away.. Shall start tidying and clearing up my messy room..

Monday went to school for FYP.. tested the boards i previously soldered and found out the problem with the short circuited board.. anyways, shall not go into details.. took home 25 boards to solder but components are not full.. so have to get them ASAP.. and i just wish that project mate will be more serious in the project.. shall not mention names..

Well, for the rest of the days, i just practically rotted my time away at home by watching tv.. i know i should not be like this.. so i have decided to get a job..one is to relieve my mum's burdens and stress.. she says i've been adding to her stress.. i do not want that.. two is to earn pocket money for my own expenses.. and i have to start to get myself in shape.. cos of NAFA test in july.. have to take it.. its conpulsory.. but in my current state, i doubt i'll be able to pass... so i decided to start training today..in order to pass NAFA test and to get back to my ideal weight..

Shall update on the progress of my job search..Most probably will be one in FairPrice Xtra at AMK Hub.. Anyway, wish me luck.. :)

Healing!!

2008-06-22T22:06:00.002+08:00

heys..its been days since i updated..so here i am to update u guys on what happened these few days..

Friday..prayer meeting at marine parade Blk 80.. Went for altar call after the session on having the heart of perseverence.. Cos of the current problem that me family is facing, i almost had the urge of giving up on God..I had the feeling that if God is real, why is He not helping my family out? During altar call, God spoke to me.. He told me to persevere on and I will be able see his glory one day..

Yesterday..1st combined rehearsal(CR) for NDP..spent a full day at Marina Bay Floating Platform.. practised the dance and the entrance of the motivators..Cos we had only 30 seconds to run in to the promenade after the music is played and start dancing.. We practised for a few times and the timings were not bad.. All below 30 seconds.. But our dance was mediocre.. We have to put more punch into the dance.. Cos we're the 1st on the queue list.. So we have to enter on high, we set the atmosphere for the rest of the performers and the audience.. After that watched the whole run of actual parade.. took a few pics and a video.. shall post them soon..Coming tues having a dance training for all the motivators to try to synchronise our timings..its going to be held at TCT auditorium..thats about all for yesterday..

Today..Something interesting took place today..Cos in the past, i always thought that my parents were showing favouritism towards my siblings.. But today, that thought was removed.. Dad came talk to me in the morning.. I shall not go into details of the speech but i could see that he was concerned about my future.. He was telling me to buck up, get a good cert in order to get a good job.. After the talk, my tears just flowed uncontrollably as i was bathing.. I realised that my parents actually shower the same amount of love on me and my siblings.. i realised that i've been feeling the wrong thing for years, that i've been having the wrong thought for years.. I feel bad about the way that i've been treating them for the past few years.. I really thank God for showing me this truth.. Thank God for bringing out the truth before i sink deeper into my mistaken thought.. Through this, my faith in God grew stronger.. I believe more strongly that my God is real as he brought healing to me.. He helped me see and realise my mistake.. From now on, i'll change my perspective of my parents and treasure and love them more.. Indeed they are the ones who will be there for me in times of trouble..Though this change will not be overnight, but i believe it will change gradually..Once again, really wanna thank God for showing me my mistake.. God, i believe that my prayers will be answered and that my family will survive through the current crisis..

PS: Sorry for the super long post.. :)

2008-06-16T15:51:00.003+08:00

its been a long time since i updated..been quite lazy to update these few days..

well, yesterday was last day of PC Show at Suntec..went arnd 5plus with Adeline...was so packed la..cz i wanted to get a memory card and camera..Adeline also wanted to look at laptops..cz she wanted to get one for her school work..Went to 4th and 6th floors to look..took a few camera brochures to compare prices..Accessories was at 6th floor..Saw a booth selling memory cards and got one..but realised it was the wrong type after i got home..it was a 2GB memory card which cost $16..but neva mind la.. cz i might be able to use it when i change phone.. haha..

anyway, bought a camera---Casio EXILIM EX-Z9 with following features...8.1 Megapixels, 3X Optical Zoom, Wide 2.6-inch LCD, Anti-shake, Motion JPEG Movie, 23 BEST SHOT mode, YouTube capture mode and also face detection..Cost me $299 with free 4GB SD Memory card, EXILIM Camera case, EXILIM lanyard package, Mini tripod, Lens Cleaning kit and a 1GB MP4. it was quite a gd deal la..but just that i have to starve for a few wks le..cz have to save up the amount and put it back in the bank...have to take good care of the camera, cz its my personal one..anyway, here's pictures of my new camera..

Starcamp '08

2008-06-09T23:26:00.004+08:00

Heys...last friday to sunday was Starcamp '08..

it was really fun..i love my group(Lollipop)..very fun group..shall update on the details..

Friday..reported to campsite at Paya Lebar Methodist Girls School(PLMGS)..had a session on 'One body,many parts'..We played a game,caterpillar..Its a game where we had our legs tied to each other and we had to move together for a distance..Learnt that though we have to work together as a body. Though we are all different, we are moving towards one similar goal. An analogy would be our own body. If every part wasnt working in unity, our body would not be complete..

Saturday..left camp in the morning for NDP training at Bedok camp.. After which we made our way to East Coast Park.. We built sandcastles as a group.. It was raining in the morning but thank God that the rain stopped in time for us to build the sandcastle. The sand was in the right condition. Learnt that my foundation in life must be strong and broad.. We have to plan and have a design in life- What's my end in life?And that we have to build each aspect of our life well.. In life, we dont work alone.. Had another session in the night..God told me that i have to grow my faith in Him..Let my family and friends the difference in me after accepting Him as Lord and saviour..Let them see for themselves how my life has changed.

Sunday..Last day of camp.. Went for youth service after camp..shall not go into the details..If not its going to be a boring post..Well,a cute boy, Edrick joined us during Saturday for the sandcastle building. Well, he was building his own anyway..Here's a picture of him..

Updates!!

2008-06-03T14:56:00.003+08:00

heys..long time no updates so here to update..

its been so long since i updated...been busy with FYP lately...cz the other member's not cooperating..he's making me and the supervisor dissapointed...i dun wanna fail again cz of this 老鼠屎..though he's my classmate, i dun quite like his attitude...not serious in the project...supervisor asked me to talk to him and get him to be more serious...

anyways, i still dunno what my ambition is...is it to be a top notch engineer or to work in the entertainment industry??sometimes i just feel that i wanna work in the entertainment industry...den i can meet all those who i wanna meet...but i'm not sure...well, i think i need more time to figure out what i really wanna be...now i just wanna finish my FYP and grad with a diploma...and get into un i if i can...

after my FYP finish, i wanna go taiwan for holiday...how i wish i was working in JFJ Productions...i asked before but they replied saying that thet're not doing any recriutment at the moment..well, i just wish that i can have a chance to work with JJ...

1 Jun 2008...China celebrated childrens' day...JJ was there to celebrate with them....its been wks since the Sichuan earthquake took place...12 May 2008--day it all started..many of us will never forget this earthquake that took away so many lives...my heart broke and tears fell each time i heard or saw news of the earthquake..
在此向上帝祷告希望四川的居民能坚定地走下去，坚强的活下。

JJ on sun!!!!

2008-05-23T18:24:00.002+08:00

heys...this sunday is Ocean Butterflies new artiste Li Zhi Qing autograph sesion..JJ's appearing as guest..Stuck in between again...cz its on sunday and there's service..fenn's asking me to go see JJ cz i'm in JJFC..decided that i'll go see JJ...though he's only going to appear for a moment.. but at least i'm able to see him.. its been so long i seen him since he went to Beijing...He's back and i'm gonna see him...happy can...JJ期待在礼拜天看到你...3pm at esplanade concourse..

tmr NDP goin learn magic...2nd lesson...learnt rope tricks and card shuffling last wk...wonder what we'll be learning tmr...anyways...going for cell now...

JJ真的很期待看到你...虽然你只是一位嘉宾，我还是很高兴...因为你是我的最爱...为了看到你，我愿意牺牲我一个礼拜天...

Updates!!

2008-05-14T16:05:00.004+08:00

*edited*
heys...been a few days since i updated...well, fonna be quite busy with FYP soon...its going well...and should be able to finish by Feb 2009..PCB boards are in process of manufacturing...annd gonna have 1-2 wks of intensive soldering when its ready...

Gonna colour my hair at this coming sat...cz 24th not free. should be goin POC after NDP ba...tot of doing it on 24th de...but clash with POC..den that day is Evonne's BBQ...i'm like stuck in between...have to make a decision...want to go for BBQ but also wanna go for POC...so i dunno which side to go to...finally i decided to go for POC and Evonne's BBQ in the evening...

Today when buying lunch saw my stylist...told him i gonna look for him this coming sat...den he ask me call and make appointment..cz wkend alot of ppl de...well, i'll make the call on fri ba...i most prob will go over after NDP... so will be arnd 2 or 3 plus ba...goin there after lunch...

gotta go back to work le...dunno what colour to colour hair..see what my stylist reccomend me ba...

EC

2008-05-09T13:43:00.002+08:00

heys...long time neva updated...so its time i updated...tmr got Godchasers seminar...after NDP...so goin straight after dat...its frm 2-7pm...and after dat gotta rush to grandma house for dinner...to celebrate mother's day...thinking if i should get a gift for mum but i dunno what to get...now lunch break so came to blog...after dat have to get back to work le...been quite busy lately...dats why not been updating...

Yesterday...i saw my eye candy frm KFC...it was like i went out to get something and sdaw him going back...chatted with him and found out that he is a chef in the pastry dept of PAN PACIFIC..dats so cool la...its been so long since i last saw him and i finally got to see him yesterday...anyways..shall not talk abt it le...

anyways...the EXCO chairman of NDP is coming to visit the training this sat...so have to dress prpoerly...gona have cell tonight and i'm not sure if i can make it...but i'll try...well...have to get back to work for now...

Hair Rebonding...

2008-04-27T19:49:00.005+08:00

heys..finally i rebonded my hair yesterday at Snip Avenue...My stylist was Austin...nice and funny guy...hahas..he recomended me the $108 one...is Shiseido one...Japan brand...den cz is 1st time rebonding ma...den he ask me get the package shampoo and hair mask and some hair oil which i'll get abit later...same brand Shiseido de...so end up everything added up to $166..and i got the membership...so when i go back there to do my hair i got a discount...

Snip Avenue gonna be my resident hairdressing salon and Austin gonna be my resident stylist le...jus now on the way home walk pass the salon ma..den he saw me and i oso saw him..den we smile at each other...cz he got customer so din wanna disturb him...so wave bye to him and headed home...hope to be frens with him...but still dunno how i feel towards him....the 1st impression he gave me is great...love his unique voice..wanna be frens with him if i get the chance to...shall take the initiative and ask to be frens...gonna go back to Snip Avenue one month later for colour and maybe haircut or just styling...

anyways..here's a pic of me after rebonding..

Updates!!!

2008-04-26T00:22:00.003+08:00

heys...its been soooooo long since i updated...

tmr got NDP training and i'm still not sleeping...hahas..meeting the girls tmr for breakfast..at TM mac..might be goin there earlier to get seats for them..since i got a straight bus there..den can seve time looking for seats...Regarding NDP, we chose our preference for speciality already..i chose street magic..but its not for sure that we will enter into our choices...mentor is Daven and grp leader is Paulina.

Anyways, went for cell today...had a fun time..knew the girls betta and will definitely join them for cell more often..With them, I will grow in my walk with God... reali wannna thank God for bringing them into my life... and for providing me with a 5-day week job. So that i can make it to service and stop giving the excuse of working therefore can't make it to service...

Anyways, juz wanna pray that i get street magic as my specialty for NDP... well, will try to get photos of NDP training and post it up..

2008-04-11T15:04:00.003+08:00

heys..here to update after so long....been quite busy these days...NDP training gonna start le...starting this sat...at Simei ITE sports hall..hope that i get to learn the street magic...Project SMILE...hahas...anyways cell retreat was fun...

reached downtown east at 11 plus...den we did the DiSC quiz...i'm actually a SI person..hahas...anyways, went for beach day at 3lpus...tired la...run here and there...but quite fun la...den after dat went back for BBQ...after which we played board games til quite late...played biblography and cluedo..quite fun la...
anyways, regarding FYP, i have to call lecturer to check status...cz sch gonna start le...den askin the lecturer to ask the grp leader contact me or smth...

anyways, dats abt it for now...

Digitizing!!!

2008-04-03T12:25:00.002+08:00

heys...now lunch break...so here to update....

Yesterday...learnt how to use a machine that digitizes paper patterns into the computer for amendments and can place markers to estimate fabric comsumption...quite an interesting program and system to use...once i master the program, i can use it to draft paper patterns for diff clothes design...not bad...maybe i can even design my own clothes in the near future...but dat wil have to wait til i master the program...

Today...learnt how to grade using the same program..meaning create diff sizes from one base size...anyways, its an interesting program and i wanna master it...so i can design my own clothes...and be original...hahas..ltr after lunch gonna do shipping docs again...juz hope that i won't 乱...

went to JJ's blog on 1st april and was so shocked when i saw his entry la...but i shuld have guessed that he was trying fool his fans...cz 愚人节ma...but i was thinking...wat if it realy happen one day, i'll be devastated...我的玻璃心会碎...JJ,我真的被你吓到了...

2008-04-01T15:06:00.003+08:00

heys...here to update...i am sleepy...slept quite early last nite but dunno why still so tired...sianx la...so sorry for the long delay in updates....

today at work quite ok larx...not so busy...so got the time to blog now while my boss is out...hahas...i miss TRE...i miss veny...so long neva go out with her le...muz find one day go out with her and kor...waiting for my dear cousin to let me noe when he is free...cz wanna watch movie with him...haix...wanna go out oso so diff...

anyways...this coming friday is cell retreat...dunno if can make it on friday cz workin til 6 plus 7 pm..its til sun and we wil all go fro service together...den sat got beach day...primers de..think i'll be going ba..early morning go to cell retreat den after dat go beach day with huishan...cz she oso goin ma...beach day is at 3pm in the afternoon...its like so late la..dunno why its so late..but nehmind..cz dat day after beach day go back cell retreat got BBQ...YAY!!!!
still thinking whether to go for evonne BBQ...cz got NDP training dat day..see how lor...if not tired den jiu go lor...hahas...juz hope dat i can go for cell retreat on fri...if not den go on sat...

well, dats all for now...gotta work lerx...updating soon...

YAY!!!

2008-03-28T00:05:00.006+08:00

heys...juz came back frm JJ's bday party not long ago...din have tix but luckily went down cine see see...碰碰运气ma...den who knew me and fen were so lucky...cz i went to ask JJFC ppl if we can go in...den lucky they say got 2 pple cannot come den we can go...lucky us....took some pics...but not clear cz quite far away frm JJ...but nehmind...at least we got to see him before he went to Beijing for Olympics thingy...found out that JJ fav colours are blue,red,white and black...what a coincidence...i oso like the same colours...at least JJ enjoyed his bday party...we enjoyed it too...he got many prezzies...he got a limited edition shoe, a darth vader collectible and a samsung music phone...anyways...heres wishing JJ a happy bday and all the best...let the pics do the talking..

Picture quality is not good...quite blur cz zoom abit...enjoy...i've decided...for my sake and with JJ as my motivation, i wanna slim down...i'm determined to do it for JJ...为了JJ我愿意去尝试..

Happy Bday!!!!

2008-03-27T14:19:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JJ LIN!!!!!!!!!Today is JJ's bday...got his bday celebration at cineleisure kbox...JJFC neva contact me and fen so tink dun have tix le...but we goin there to look look...try our luck...maybe can see him...cz he goin to beijing for olympics thingy...hahas...

Sunday night...went to Spop Hurray Gala night....seated near to the stage but almost cant see anything cz the Spop signboard blocking...seated with JJFC pple...din manage to take any pics cz of the signboard blocking...and we cant take any pics..the mediacorp pple say cannot take...when nearing the end of the Spop, we were told to change place...change to the centre of the stage thete...where we can see clearer, but far...but nehmind...at least i got to see JJ....Spop was nice cz there's JJ...YAY!!!!now waiting for Spop repeat telecast....den can record it...

Monday,Tuesday and Wednesday...as usual went to work...was learning new stuff and quite busy with other work...cz need to rush the shipping docs...cz alot ma,den do til blur and confused...but nehmind...finished work arnd 6 plus...hahas..tiring but not bad cz i get my wkends free...i can go ouut and enjoy myself...this wkend is filled le...cz fri night gt Primers YOUcampaign BBQ and Recruitment Planning Camp frm fri til sun...

today went to sch to find lecturer regarding FYP...confirmed got a group le...and wil be starting when sch start...anyways, gotta work le...wil update again tonight...juz hope dat can see JJ tonite if we're lucky...gotta work liao...

JJ LIN...

2008-03-22T20:59:00.011+08:00

heys...today is JJ autograph session at IMM...went there at 10 plus...after dat fen and teck came meet me...hahas..i was there 1st...hahas...waited til 4plus 5 den the whole thing started...

fen and me joined JJFC...$18 for the membership and shirt...hope can get the tix to Spop and JJ bday party on 27 mar...den can see JJ...he oni sign the 期待爱 album but when purchase got the notebook oso...hahas...anyways...din manage to take any vids but there are pics..oni 2 pics of JJ and Jinsha...but teck and fen took vids so gonna get frm them and post it for u guys to see...and i took a pic of the autographed album, the notebook that came with the album and oso a fan that is given out...which i wil post...anyways...let the pics and vids do the talking..the pics are taken by me and the vids are frm teck..when i get the vids and pics frm fen den i'll post it...anyways, enjoy the pics and vids..

JJ and Jinsha

JJ and Jinsha

JJ autographed album

JJ notebook

JJ fan

JJ and Jinsha-期待爱

JJ-编号89757 and 波间带

2008-03-20T17:03:00.002+08:00

heys...here to update...now at my new workplace..nth much to do and gonna finish work liao, so decided to update lorx..hahas...

this sat JJ lin sutograph session...gonna go...bought the CD last nite at hougang mall..and its been such a long time since i went to hougang mall...its changed do much..hahas...anyways..my new job is not bad...quite relax but can be busy when there are many prders..i'm doing office work in a garment manufacturing factory..its not bad la...hahas...

cant wait for sat...so jealous of huifen can...she got the Spop tix for sun show...i oso wan... ): sad larx...but nehmind..i'll watch the live telecast on channel U...betta den nothing...so its ok...juz so happy dat i can see JJ on sat...huifen...remember to take pix if u can...

well, now gonna do somethig liao....so dats all for now!!!cant wait for sat...WHOO!! JJ Lin..

Personality tests

2008-03-16T23:49:00.004+08:00

saw a personality test on huifen blog and did it...the results are quite true..here is the link: http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx u guys can go try it...

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

New Job!!!

2008-03-16T23:04:00.003+08:00

heys...today is my official last day at TRE!!!sad to say but its true...today i was late for work...suppose to work at 8 but i reach at 9...den peter oso dunno how to call me...lucky he help me do all the opening...if not jialat...den 2 staff neva turn up...so called kor to come early...asked him come work at 10.30am...if he din come,we die sia...national day...hahas...my last day stil lidat...lucky not so busy til 12 den start busy...
i'll miss u guys dere...tmr i'm starting at my new job lerx...shuld be quite relax bahx...cz is office work and i get sat and sun off....oni a 5-day week...WHOO!!!ppl at TRE...dun forget me arx...sad thing is i cant get to see my 帅哥oredi...cz nt workin kfc liao ma...den i oni get to see him in kfc...unless i go there as a customer and happen to see him lorx...hahas...but nehmind...i'll leave it to fate..if its meant to be, it will take place...

wanna get my hair coloured but scared parents will mind...see how lorx...wait til 1st pay at new job out lorx...hahas..den can go shopping...and u guys will see a changed waimun in a yr or 2...cz i dun wanna be fat anymore...hope u guys remember and recognise who i am at that time...den i can get what i want easily...and i wun be called names anymore...

as i have more time now, my blog will be updated almost everyday...so look out for it ya...and as for how my new job and employer is like,i'll update tmr bahx...
i want a BBQ and chalet...hope i'll have one soon...now since i'm on a more regular timed job, i'll be able to go for service every sunday...YAY!!! Praise God!!!!cz i haven been able to go for service for a long time...miss my primers family...hope i'll see them soon...i miss all of them..juz hope that i'll be albe to make it to recruitment planning camp...

Updates!!

2008-03-15T23:31:00.002+08:00

heys..long time neva update lerx..
been kinda busy lately...tmr's my last day at TRE kfc lerx...i'm gonna work in a betta company with betta pay and workin hours..i'll miss all of u at TRE and will visit whenever i can...

been sick for a few days lerx...sore throat and flu...cant tahan le larx...pain til siao...juz hope can recover ASAP...and i haven so my encounter reflections which is due like few wks ago...gonna do it as well...before i start being busy at my new company...

i'm gonna take part in NDP this yr...as a motivator...no harm trying how its like...since i have the free time now every sat for training...if u guys wanna join can let me noe..i gt lobang...

i want a BBQ for my bdae this yr..but stil long way larx...dun have to think of it now...cz stil 4 months away..hahax...anyways...gonna oink oink lerx..if not tmr cant wake up...workin morning...9-4...

2008-03-15T23:12:00.002+08:00

Tagged by my darling hazel...
a)List 7 habits/quirks/facts about yourself.
b)Tag seven people to do the same
c)Do not tag the person that tagged you or say that you tag 'whoever who wants to do it"

1. i love my family

2. i hate myself for being fat

3. i cant live without my phone

4. i love watching taiwan drama serials til wee hours

5. i miss school days

6. i have a lot of stuff toys

7. i love pigs

poor 7 victims..
Hui Yee
Winnie
Hui Jun
Shi Jun
Danny
Ken
Juli

Updates!!

2008-02-28T12:46:00.003+08:00

heys..long time no update lerx...so here to update before going to work ltr..

i'm so sad after looking at my results yesterday...i nid to repeat my fyp,which is expected...but my gpa kena pull down cz of dat...oni got a semester gpa of 1.9...sad sia...juz hope dat after repeating fyp my gpa will be pulled up and i can get into uni...study the course that i want to study...anyways, i'll do my best for fyp...dun tok abt sch le larx..

oh ya..yest do cashier...i think i neva mention before..got this one customer veri 帅..den he come quite often de..always i take his order de..take til i can memorise his order le...hahas...he come again yest..but order not i take de..cz busy den he nt queueing at my counter..wanna get his no lorx..be frens ma...but veri hard to get la...cz oni get to see him when workin..den cant even tok to him/get his no...juz hope that i can see him one day when i off den get his no..or juz go out after him if he take away and get his no...reali wanna get his no sia...juz pray that we have the 缘分..can xchange no and be frens..

today marlon shift...sad sia..marlon and jasper gonna leave tre le..cz of manager re-shufflement.. den 2 new manager coming..juz hope dat can get along well...tmr month end lerx...workin morning cz nite have to meet for encounter camp...den have to help marlon count stock for mount end...haix..encounter camp is frm tmr til sun 5pm..so excited can...cz this is my 1st encounter camp..but nehmind..i'll get thru..

will update after i'm back frm encounter..

Updates!!

2008-02-19T10:24:00.007+08:00

heys!!here to update...so long neva update lerx...sorry for the long delay..

13feb08 went to sentosa..1st went to dolphin lagoon den underwater world den to beach...went with veny,kor and bingtao..haha...we were there from like 1plus to 6pm...cz kor and bingtao had to go to their gathering at 6.30pm..haha...so me and veny went with them to harbourfront to have dinner..after dat went back to watch Songs of the Sea..nice lorx..quite worth watching..
when we were playing at the beach, me and veny both kena pull down the sea by the 2 of them...anyways we had a fun day...

140208..Valentine's day and i spentit at towner road express...was working dat day...hahas..1st time spend valentines at tre workin sai...ahahs..den adeline bought merci chocolates and cake for us..but i din have the cake cz i left early...so too bad...cz no valentines ma so spend at tre lor...

anyway,let the pics do the talking..

CNY!!!

2008-02-05T22:56:00.000+08:00

heys..CNY coming lerx...and i'll be working...to get the $50 incentive...workin on 除夕morning,初一nite,初二off,初三,初四and初五full shift..cz muz hit 44 hrs den can ma...hope wun be so busy bahx..cant seem to remember if last yr was busy..hahas..

初一morning goin 拜年so can oni work nite..though初二i'm off, i most prob wun be goin 拜年with my family ba...cz dats the oni day that he's off.. so wil be goin out with him instead...most prob will accept him on dat day bahx..hahas..

anyways...its the time of the yr again..every time see my aunties they will be askin the same qns...and its the time to get fat and rich with "angbaos"...wil upload pics of the clothes i bought for CNY if i can..hahas...wanna buy shoes but keep dun have the time and $$$...den cant find the right one oso...if can i might go buy tmr bahx..

reunion dinner

2008-02-01T12:37:00.000+08:00

heys...i'm gonna accept him lerx...but nt sure when..maybe 8 feb bahx...cz meetin him dat day...

ytd made fen a lil 'bu shuang' at work..fen i'm so sorry...i din mean it...dun angry lerx..i noe my attitude abit nt gd but in the midst of changing...when do base with u again,wun let u 'die' lerx...die oso i die ma..let u 'eng' abit...sorry k...

anyways..today is my cluster reunion dinner...at 7pm...wil be goin out soon...buy new yr clothes..registered for ntu talk tmr lerx....mornin 10am...and tmr is primers reunion dinner...but workin so wun be able to make it..but will be meetin them at 1pm...at least spend some time with them.. :)

Holidays!!!

2008-01-30T12:01:00.001+08:00

heys..today last paper lerx...so happy can...after today can relax lerx...now looking for job...most prob wil be going into engineering side or smth bahx...now engineers are in high demand...i'm glad i chose my course...i made the right choice..hahas..as for KFC,will oni be helping them til after CNY or end feb..til i get a betta job...

aunties at KFC tell me i look happier...maybe cz of him bahx..爱人和被爱,只是看你选择了哪一种.
...i feel so 幸福 now..被爱的感觉真好..juz hope that he wun bluff me..cz i dun wanna hate him..dun ask why but i juz dun wanna hate him..

alrites..gotta go sch for last paper lerx...wish me luck...

directions?future plans?

2008-01-24T14:48:00.000+08:00

heys..juz got a new haircut today...tot of cutting before new year ma..so went to cut lorx...so ex can..$17 lea..

anyways..my parents asked me yest again..they asked: "So, wat are your plans after u grad?" i kept silent for a long time before answering: "work lorx.."then they asked "work as wat?wat can u do? KFC?" my dad told me..sooner or later i have to face it de...i cant escape de..
this got me thinking..seriously, wat am i going to do after i grad?sit at home and watch tv all day?no lor...dats not wat i'm gonna do...as i'm gonna redo my FYP, so i tot of go work 1st..gain some working experience..den after 2 yrs lidat apply for uni...
my parents are right..its my future..i cant escape..its always dere.. i have to face it someday..and besides, i'm oredi going on 20..reaching adulthood soon...they cant always be dere to keep a lookout for me..i have to go out into the society soon..its not as simple as it seems..there are all kinds of ppl out dere..so i think i will start looking for a decent job le bahx..cant expect me to stay on in KFC forever rite..anyways..i'll be on a lookout for a betta pay and decent job..anyways, all the best to myself..jiayous!!

Exam!!!!!

2008-01-22T16:28:00.000+08:00

heys...juz changed my blogskin..

well, have been quite busy lately.. mugging for exams and shopping for new year clothes...first paper on 25 jan..this fri..so quite stress...anyways...i realised that all along the one that i'm contacting is another person...but nehmind..the one who i saw the other day is a jerk...dun wanna care abt him lerx...at least i got to noe a new fren..the one that i've been sms-ing and calling..dun wanna talk abt it lerx...

anyways..gotta go mug for exams lerx..wish me all the best ya...
to those taking o level results this fri...veny...jiayou bahx...

Sch...stress arrh!!!

2008-01-16T00:53:00.000+08:00

heys...
here to update..super stressed now..cz hav to rush proj report and study for finals...but i'll perservere on..i reali cannot understand why my parents insist that i cant use the net at night...
was online to receive RF report...cz i have to finish by this wk and hand in..latest by fri 5pm..cz i ask my partner do wat he can and send back to me...ahich he did and sent back at 12 plus 1am..haix..dun wanna talk abt it le larx..
anyways..i have started my revisions...1st paper nx fri..stress arrgh!!!!!

gonna work ltr at 4pm...now in sch doin RF report..trying to finish it ASAP...then can concentrate on finals...hope i'll be able to pass with flying colours..and regarding FYP,its confirmed...i'm redo-ing it nx yr..

well..wish me all the best... :)

SPINNOVEX!!

2008-01-09T00:13:00.001+08:00

heys...juz reach home after work...marlon shift..do washer today...and i break my own record...finish everything at 10.35pm...so proud of myself...anyways..dun wanna tok abt work lerhs...

this wk is SPINNOVEX wk lerhs...everyone is busy rushing FYP report and spinnovex while i'm like rushing module report..i emailed the supervisor of the FYP grp dat i'm gonna join oredi...nw waiting for his reply or smth..i might go look for him these few days...ask if he received my email...speak to him oso...tell him dat i reali wanna join and ask him to make the arrangements with Mr Danny Quek..he's the FYP OIC(lecturer)..cz i reali hav to redo if nt i cant grad....and hav to start lookin forjob lerhs...or apply for UNI lerhs...

anyways..gonna tell marlon i wan off nx sun..wanna go for service...very long neva go lerhs...and ya..i'm booked for encounter camp lerhs...frm 29feb to 2mar..so will taking off...need tell my mum oso...most prob will be able to go bahs... (:

Stress arrgh!!!!

2008-01-04T22:16:00.000+08:00

heys... something happened today...i was like so shocked la...

heres wat happened...i was eating at the foodcourt at opposite tre...den this guy keep walking pass the table i was sitting..den he like keep look at me and smile..i was like thinking:"why u keep looking at me??" i was there like for half hour den for the whole half hour he juz keep walk pass and look lor..aiya..dun wanna tok abt le larhs... workin tmr...8-4..aunty nancy shift..sunday oso workin 8-4..marlon shift..

Haix...nx wk SPINNOVEX lerrhs..no lessons for 1 wk...so gonna make use of the time to study and do RF proj..now halfway thru lerrhs..stil hav to make some mearurements and do report..maybe whole of nx wk go bk sch do ba..most prob shuld be workin oni wkends ba..

my parents juz offered me a job..go do some graphics stuff on computer..related to fabric de..well, i might consider it...cz its on proj basis..see how 1st ba...

Happy New Year!!!

2008-01-02T20:20:00.000+08:00

heys...happy new year...its a brand new year...made my new yr resolutions and hope to achieve it b4 nx yr...

and guys...i hav to make this clear...bingtao juz a close fren dats all...its dat simple...pls do not complicate things...i admit i do like him, but as a fren and a brother...not as someone special...anyways,dun wanna tok abt him le larhs...

today went store...stayed there chatted with them til 6plus den leave...den stupid marlon ask me work tmr...4-10..zctually i nt workin de..but aunty mathay sick,tmr MC..den marlon ask kor to work morning den i come work nite...sians...tmr jasper shift lor...confirm ask me do cashier de...but nehmind..tmr i finish jiu run liao..dun wanna stay too long..cz hav to go home study and prepare for final exams...

arrrrgh!!!stil waiting for ppl go watch alvin and the chipmunks with me...those i msg all haven reply me..oh ya and i wanna watch 'One Missed Call'..askin my frens pei me go watch...hope they can all reply me soon...den can faster go watch.. (:

Updates!!

2007-12-29T23:53:00.000+08:00

heys...schs starting soon...and i haven even start revision...arrrgh...reali hav to start soon le...a brand new year is waiting for me...i decided my new yr resolution le...decided to concentrate fully on my studies and to slim down...these are my priorities now...dun wanna think abt BGR rite now...it will come naturally...let time take its course...so now juz live for myself..dun hav to bother abt all these things...

been kinda busy lately..RF proj not finished yet...stil in the midst of doing it...fine tuning...and regarding FYP, i reali decided to redo it nx yr...i hav no choice..otherwise i cant grad...hahas...dun wanna tok abt it le larhs...

wanna watch movie...alvin and the chipmunks..most prob watchin it nx wk...with veny and my fren(alex)...cz this wk alex nt free...he juz came bk frm m'sia few days ago...and he's inviting me to a party this sun...7pm...dunno whether shuld i go...told him i'll let him noe again..see how 1st lor...if after work nt tired den go lorx...

anyways...will upload a pic of my Rf proj if i can..hahas...i miss all my sec sch classmates...wonder when we'll hav a class gathering...hope to hav one soon...maybe by dat time i wld have slim down...they all sure wun recog me de...hahas...hope dat day wil come where no one recognises me...cz i've slimed down and look so diff... :) i believe it will come soon...

Christmas!!

2007-12-24T12:06:00.000+08:00

heys...today is christmas eve..so nice of marlon to giv me 3 off days this wk...kor this wk oso 2 days off...cz tues PH, jasper dun let him work...ask him offo dat day...but oso gd la...more time for kor to rest..dun tok abt work le..

ltr thinkin of go watch movie...dunno what to watch...encanted watchin with veny but dunno when,maybe tmr or wed ba...warlords watchin with kor,bingtao and veny but dunno when oso..maybe ltr go cinema den decide ba..haha..today,tmr and thurs my off day...thurs goin bk sch do RF proj...haix...my exams arnd the corner and i haven't even start revision...my exams are like nx month la...hav to start mugging soon le...muz make use of this last wk of holiday to study...i juz hope dat i can be able to pass all my exams with flying colours...

now waitin for 恶作剧之吻2 DVD to come out...den go buy...but muz wait til the whole set come out den buy...if not muz pay more...

Escape!!!

2007-12-22T20:49:00.000+08:00

heys...yest was such a great day...thank god for the great weather...almost rain but din rain..lucky us..went to escape with kor,veny and bingtao...had lots of fun...i met kor and bingtao at city hall mrt 1st den headed to pasir ris mrt to meet veny...met arnd 1plus...reached escape arnd 2 lidat..den started play le...played everything...wanted to play inverter 1st but close...4pm den open..so went to play others 1st...played almost all except the plane one and the carnival games...we played til arnd 6plus...after dat went white sands for dinner...den went to shop for kor's wallet...

den after dat went to take neoprint...we were like so stupid lor...cz all in jap,din understand...end up the wrong pic print out...so sad can...but nehmind...we'll stil hav a chance to go out again...den take neoprint again... (: nx time organise again...4 of us go out play again..

actually wanted to go watch movie(Warlords) de..den white sands so big shopping mall dun hav cinema...end up din watch...cz by the time we reach TM too late le..after shopping,left for home arnd 8plus...all of us were so tired la...reali enjoyed ourselves...tink nx yr organise one more such outing ba...but nx time go wild wild wet...see how 1st...cz veny goin bk indo...dunno when coming back....so wait for her come back see how lor...

too bad we din bring camera...so no pics...but gt neoprint so quite ok la...will upload the neoprint if i cn..but very ugly lor..nvm...nx time we'll take again... (:

TRE Power Failure

2007-12-17T23:40:00.000+08:00

heys...juz came bk frm store not long ago...something happened juz now lor..at arnd 9.30pm lidat...actually i was off shift le..but i stay to help marlon ma...anna oso ask me to stay...so i stay lor...

heres wat happened...we were all doing our work when it happened...it happened so sudden...we did nothing...it juz happened...the whole restaurant juz blackout...we were not the oni ones affected...basically the whole block above us were affected...i was like so shocked la...the duration was like abt 20mins or so...after dat ,marlon went to set it to test mode...so everything came back on...so we used the time frame to complete everything we were suppose to do...den marlon called PUB and they sent a technician down to fix the prob...so i help marlon to consol the cash before i leave...but i juz count the money and he took over frm there...so i left after dat...

marlon actually wanted me to help him with the paperwork but i told him maybe nx time cz i was tired after a day...although i was slacking til the time of power failure...marlon told me that he was glad that i was there to help him out...or else i dunno how he can cope...called store juz now and marlon is stil dere...he stil has alot of things to do and has to wait for the techician to finish...he oso ask me to explain to aunty nancy tmr...tell her dat "if there's any shortage,top up 1st..marlon will pay u back when he comes...cz theres was a power failure yest nite at arnd 9.30pm.."

tmr stil hav to wake up early...cz workin at 9am...doin opening...and stupid la...my roster change again...wed and thur suppose to work 11-5 and 10-4 respectively de...but now change to 9.30 -4...cz no floor staff...den put me do floor...stupid la...wth...why i muz do floor...i 忍...2 days nia...marlon nx wk betta dun put me do floor...

and the outing with kor,veny and bingtao settle le...confirm nx fri...super looking forward to it..cz its rare that kor and bingtao hav the same off day...i'm so happy...we finally hav the chance to go out and play and enjoy ourselves together...

so dats abt it la...wat an interesting day...

SGB closing

2007-12-12T16:05:00.000+08:00

heys...
today got SGB closing at MLT9,6pm...cz ended lessons early today..ended at 12pm lor...den dun wanna stay in sch til 6pm...so now i'm home to rest and update before goin back to sch...today tre had CER check...was there when it took place...luckily wasn't workin...tink we scored not bad la...heard was 86...at least pass...ltr tonite goin store after SGB closing wait for kor to finish work...cz SGB closing finish arnd 8 or maybe later...told him abt nx tues le...now hav to make sure that he tell marlon dat he wan tues off nx wk...reali lookin forward to our outing...

anyways...this sun winnie bday bbq i cant go le... :'( cz hav to work...cz ade and heng goin genting dat nite den oni can work morning...so dat marlon ask me help him work nite lor...cz no 1star staff arnd...stupid la...i dun wanna work nite de lor...anyways,its juz for this wk...so juz 忍 lor...bopian oso...

YAY!!!nx wk hols le...but tink wil be goin back sch do RF proj la...and regardin fyp, i most prob gt grp for nx yr le...cz this yr is fail 定le...so hav to repeat this module nx yr lor...
now goin to eat my lunch le...super hungry now...

Thank God for you!

2007-12-12T00:04:00.000+08:00

heys..juz came back frm work not long ago...its reali rare dat i'm workin on wkdays..but cz today had no lessons dats why work...was so glad that i worked...at least can work with kor and spend some time with him...after work waited for him and left store together...waited for bus 13 with him and bus-ed home after dat...bus-ed with kor to potong pasir mrt and i alighted there...den took another bus home...
juz wanna say dat kor is reali a gd person...although he bully me but he looks after me alot...he reali cares for me as much as i care for him...i reali wanna thank god for letting kor into my life...

anyways..planning to go escape with veny,kor and bingtao nx tues...provided kor can get leave dat day...pray dat he can...looking forward to outing with them nx tues...wanna bring kor and bingtao go play and relax as they hav been workin 47 hrs/wk since they came...its reali tough on them...it hurts to seen them working so hard each wk...with so little rest...dats why decided to bring them out for a day of fun...reali hope that this outing is possible...

anyway,dats all for now...shall update u guys on the success of the outing and post pics if i take them nx tues...

2007-12-07T15:34:00.000+08:00

heys...today was a not-so-good day...dunno why but my day juz wasn't right...had CSW test...was like so diff can...diff but stil can do la...den today have to hand in SOCOM elearning assignment..had like 3-4wks to do it but i din do...oni today den do...luckily deadline is today 5pm...din noe how to do lor...was like physics work...refraction index and stuff...but nehmind la...done it and hand in le...tmr supposed to be SGB closing but now postponed le...changed to wed(12dec)...
YAY!!!one more wk and holidays le...tink gonna be busy thruout the holidays...cz muz prepare for exams le....den hav to finish up RF mini proj oso...sianx lor...have to go back sch for FYP nx yr/sem...i oredi prepared for it le...do my best ba!!!

tmr goin work...aunty nancy shift...gonna be a noisy day again...hope she dun nag and nag...anyway, tmr and sun oso workin...mornin shift...sun jasper shift...sure ask me buy breakfast for him de...used to it le la...every sun oso ask me buy for him...

Updates!!

2007-12-05T15:57:00.000+08:00

Heys...long time neva update le...sorry for not blogging for so long...

alot has happened lately and din have the time to update...

regardin sch... SGB@SP is goin on but gonna end soon...SGB is sharity gift box, a charity event where we fufil wishes from elderly..this yr,we have 166 wishes to fufil...dats for CCA side..as for studies side, been kinda stress lately as gt lots to study for exam and hav proj deadlines to meet...STRESS ar!!!!

juz last sun(2dec), i went for Nick's service@EXPO...he was the speaker for the week...was very touched and inspired by him...he is born without limbs...i believe that he was an inspiration to many...God actually has a plan for all of us...its juz whether we are ready to accept his plan for us..cried during the service...was so touching can...after watching videos on him,felt and understand that "all things are possible" by looking at his life...gave him a hug after service...wanted so much to bless him...learnt that God loves us for who we are...

recently, i got another god brother(kor)...noe him thru work...he's a nice guy...always so concerned and caring... there's this other guy(bingtao) oso...being with him is always fun...as he's a humorous guy...always making me laugh...its reali hard for me to type out how i feel abt them...but i'm reali glad that God has put them into my life....especially the funny one...i juz love being with him...its a great feeling to be with him...he's special to me in the sense that i seldom have guys as such close and good frens...

RIO PICS

2007-11-09T22:16:00.001+08:00

heys.. here are the RIO pics i promised..sorry for the long delay..was doing report for RF mini proj..been kinda busy lately...anyways, enjoy the pics.. Auntie Siew Eng was the owner of the place we stayed thruout the camp..we stayed at her house..we had to cook our own food..there's 154 photos so i'll not post all of them here...this is only a minor of it..

my grp-Sanguine

Jasmin and Auntie Siew Eng

Kenny-OC

Food!!!

FYP..Blood donation

2007-11-06T18:39:00.000+08:00

heys...back to update after a log time...been kinda busy lately...rushing projects and deadlines...tired sia...every day do til 3 plus 4 den sleep....tonite not goin do le...tonite wanna sleep early...if not everyday lidat can die sia...

YAY!!! i did something meaningful today...i donated blood...after dat train-ed to store eat 1st before heading home..den stupid marlon say my blood is pig blood...K him sia...anyway dun wanna tok abt stupid marlon le la...

haix..i dunno wat to do...Shuld i forward my FYP?but its like a waste of time lor...everyone's been telling me dat...go back sch 1 yr juz for FYP....its a total waste of time lor...but wat can i do???cz of the previous problems faced with the group, i hav to wat..den now join grp oso too late le...cz all their projs almost finishing le ma...so i join now also abit helpless...
i reali dunno whether i shuld forward....
got the RIO pics le...shall post them tmr..

Back frm RIO!!

2007-10-29T21:46:00.000+08:00

Back frm Rio camp yest..had lots of fun and i hav to say the committee did a great job..

This is Sanguine,my RIO group...great bunch of ppl...had a great and fun time with them...i juz love my grp and cluster...i muz say i had an enjoyable time cooking with them..stil remember vimel's grp was always playing Chucky...its a game but i oso dunno how to explain in words...

so far this is the oni pic frm RIO dat i hav..but i post the rest when i get them...

anyways after returning back to S'pore frm Ubin, i went for church service at Expo...its been a long time since i last went and felt there is a need for me to find my way back to God..for some particular reason, i've walked away frm God and am finding my way back to Him..i noe God has forgiven me for walking away and i'll definitely find my way back day by day..i'll make it a point to go for service every sunday and i'm doing it by changing my work schedule as i am working on wk ends..whch means sat and sun,dat explains why i haven't been going for service..but wil be changing that to fri and sat so i can go for service every week...

and to shenglong, if u see this, thanx for all ur advice and i'll definitely share my problems and not keep it to myself..no matter what they are..and i'm going back to church after so long...hope to see u often...i stil remember ur target for me and i'm trying my very best...i'm praying for guidance frm God and he'll definitely guide me along every obstacle dat i'm facing...

dats all for now...wil post the rest of the RIO pics when i get them..

RIO Camp!!

2007-10-25T13:16:00.000+08:00

heys..long time no update...sorry for that..
so here to update before i disappear for the wkend...cz i'll be goin for RIO camp..which is in Ubin so i wun be workin...but i workin tmr...cz jasper ask me work one day..

RIO stands for Rough-It-Out...its a pre-requisite for HT...but think i wun be goin for HT ba...cz i'll be busy wit sch...currently busy with RF mini proj..and my fren ruben ask me to help him as he dun understand the module...and ask me help him with his revision for MST...anyway will post RIO pics if i can get my hands on them..

nx wk is Elearning wk le...and 2wks after Elearning is MST le..s i hav to start studying for MST if i wan to excel and get As or distinctions...Regarding my FYP, i think i'll forward it bcz of the problems that i mentioned before...think i'll go look for lecturer and see what lecturer say...juz hope that i can forward it...and do it betta nx yr..dun let the same probs arise... :)

Updates!!

2007-10-16T22:21:00.000+08:00

here to update again before going watch tv...sianx..tmr hav to stay in sch til 730 pm...why so late?cz of EEE 50th anniversary celebrations...compulsory for EEE students to attend...den tmr frm lesson end to meeting time for the celebrations is like 3hrs..so decide to bring laptop to surf net and watch videos online... gonna watch Hana Yori Dango..

sunday(14 oct), i was damn pissed off la..this staff same rank as me at work stil order me arnd...i was like doing base with NEW staff den he ask me go clear floor...wan me to leave NEW staff do base alone...i was like doing SOLO base frm 10am to til 1 plus new staff come...meaning i hav to run base and cook zinger all by myself...very tiring de lor..its like 3 csh against i one base..so i dun care whack 1 and 1/2 pkt zinger..
summore this NEW staff frm China and oni understand ABIT of english...wat u wan me to do???i'm not a spider ok???its like as if he's the boss lidat...ask ppl do this do that...even my parents at home oso neva do this to me lor...this made me breakdown in store lor...make me cry for so long...ask me do this do that nehmind but he can at least ask in a nicer tone...his tone is like as if he is ordering me arnd...i dun like this lor...he seriously hurt my pride...and this is not the 1st time le lor...make my initially happy day turn dull juz bcz of this...

but nehmind le lar...wats done is done..juz hope that he wun do this again...if not i'll hate workin whenever he's arnd...

2007-10-09T01:17:00.000+08:00

so sorry for not updating for so long... i dunno wats happening to me....i feel like digging a 3m deep hole and go inside...i'm feeling so vexed now...i wanna be slim and healthy...though its quite hard to achieve that but i'll try my best....wil achieve it by end of this semester...prove u guys wrong...

i'm losing sleep these few days and i dunno why...been sleeping at 2plus,3am despite having 8am lessons the next day...i've been thinking abt alot lately...been thinking abt me and my life...also been thinking wats my future gonna be like...wat am i gonna do after i graduate frm poly??work?continue studying?wil i be able to get into university?wat am i gonna work as?where?

pple see me as a strong person on the outside,one that doesn't need protection frm ppl but dats not the case...dun judge a book by its cover...i've always been a happy-go-lucky person but recently, i'm not feeling that way...i've always been running away from my problems,avoiding them...but i've decided not to anymore...i''ve gotta face the music and rectify the problems...find the root cause of the problems...if not these problems wil follow and shadow me for the rest of my life...i dun wan that...

this is my decision and its a test of my willl power...how strong is my will power...whether i can resist temptations...i'm reali very vexed,like as if there are tons of rocks on my shoulders...such heavy burdens...

Updates!!

2007-10-08T12:11:00.000+08:00

here to update before going to sch...sianx lor...this sat 13 oct is IPOD...very much wanna go but cant lor...early in the wk oredi erquest off on sat le but jasper say cant...cz dat day is Hari Raya Puasa...den all the malay staff will be takin off.so we cant...have to work...so i'll be missing it...but nehmind...this sat he wan me work can...but 27 and 28 oct muz give me off...cz got RIO camp...

dats all for now...